Insecure

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"Be a safe baby girl. Okay." Cody says. "I don't even know why we are coming, you're gonna be here in like 2 days," I say. "Well do you wanna stay at home? Chelsea was coming to see Mikey. I thought you know me and you could have some time." Cody says and I roll my eyes. "Don't roll your eyes." He says and I smile.  "We're going to have time when you come here," I say. "But like alone alone time. Our time." He says and I laugh.

"What's funny? I'm serious. I need some alone time with you. Unbothered and all night alone time." He says and I had the biggest smile on my face. "You're super annoying," I say. "Mhm." He says. "We'll be safe. Cody. I promise. But will you?" I ask. 

"Oh. Like safe safe. If it makes you feel better. I'll go and get an extra box." He says. "Why do you keep repeating words? I know what you mean and if someone else heard this conversation, they'd know what you mean." I say. He chuckles. "I'll see you when you get here. Be safe." He says. I give him a kiss through the phone.

I really don't see why I am going. We're going for 24 hours. I'm going to get laid. Pretty sure that's why Chelsea is going to. We're hoes. But Cody's my boyfriend and I have no idea what Mikey and Chelsea are yet. So maybe not hoes just yet. I haven't seen Cody since Halloween though, I mean like I want to get laid but at the same time, I don't know.

"Are you ready? I wanna get on the road in case the weather changes its mind." Chelsea says. "Yes, Chels, I am coming to the door right now," I say. "I don't see you," she says and I roll my eyes. "I'm coming," I say and hang up.

I close and lock my bedroom door, then make my way to the front door. I yell bye and shut the door. I run to Chelsea's car, it was really cold out and I just had on a sweatshirt and some leggings. 

I put my bag in the back seat and then get in the front. "We have to back by my house, Ranch forgot his phone charger in here," Chelsea says. "Okay," I say. She backs out of the driveway and to her house. She parked on the street and beeped the horn, Ranch came out of the house in shorts and a T-shirt. "Boy, you're gonna get sick," I yell at him. He jumps in the backseat and closes the door.

"I don't care." He says. "Are you staying here the whole time or are you gonna go to my house?" I ask him. "I don't know. How long are you guys going to be? How long does it take to have sex a few times?" Ranch says with a straight face. "No one said anything about that. We're just going to get out of here for a while." Chelsea says.

"Sure. Love you guys. And have lots of sex so you come back happy." He says and I start laughing while he grabs his charger and runs to the house. "Wow. He really thinks that why we're going." Chelsea says. "Is that not why you're going?" I ask and Chelsea starts laughing. "Of course. I know that's why you're going." She says and I shrug.

"Apparently, he's home alone and wants to have some alone time before he comes here," I say. "Alone time? What he is really trying to do is make some babies with you. Y'all are gonna have fun." She says. "We might," I say.

"Why not take advantage of the opportunity to just be together alone for a day? Doing whatever you want; however loud you want." She says with a smile and I roll my eyes. "I feel like it's all we do since we've started having sex," I say. "When was that exactly?" She asks with a smirk on her face. "Umm, you know, back in that one month..." I say not wanting to tell her.

She laughed. "I know when you guys had sex. I was waiting for you to tell me." She said. "Wow! Really? I thought I hid it well." I said. "Hell no.
It was in a hotel room when we took you to see him after the beach." She said. "How the hell did you know?" I ask. "You told us. Remember? You were in the back of the car like I need something for the pain." She says. "Oh. Right. Right. That did happen." I say.

"Now, since we're being truthful, were you two having sex in his car when we were at the party?" She asks. "You guys interrupted us," I say. "Wow. Have you guys had sex in his car before?" She questions. "Yeah. It's getting better that's why I wasn't complaining about doing it all the time." I say.

"Not all the time. You're not always together. When you two weren't having sex, there was so much sexual tension between you two; but do what you think you should do." She says. Chelsea is not always the best information giver but at times when it's about sex, she is alright with the advice.

"One more thing, if you're not liking it or his technique or whatever coach him through it and he will learn very quickly about what you like. Or you know what you both like." She adds. I nod. I didn't want to say anything else about our relationship, he wasn't bad, I actually enjoy him very very much but sometimes, it doesn't work for me so maybe, just maybe I will take her advice.

...

We were halfway there and Cody texted me and made sure we were okay. I told him he was in for a surprise tonight. He said, "so are you". So maybe we both had gotten unsolicited advice from friends about our sex life and how to make it better.

We stopped for some gas and bathroom break, well Chelsea used the bathroom and I pumped the gas, I dislike public bathrooms so much. They're just so bad. It's not just public bathrooms though it's all bathrooms. Like why need the use of such a nasty thing. Why are bodies made to use those things? I cant. I will stop now.

We got back onto the road and since the roads were clear we made it to Cody's faster than we expected to. I stayed in the warmth of Chelsea's car for a few more seconds before getting out and grabbing my bag. Cody rushed out to help me and so I gave him my bag while I saw what Chelsea wanted.

" Remember what I said girlie okay." She says and I nod. "Now have fun and I will come to pick you up at like 10:30-11:00 tomorrow or should we do noon." She adds. "What do we have to be back for?" I ask. "Uh, Christmas." She says.

"Like 11 then so that way we get back before any stores decide to close," I say. "Alright. I'll probably be here earlier so if you two aren't up or decide morning sex, I will leave your lovestruck ass," she says and I roll my eyes.

"Got it. No even better morning sex. See you tomorrow Chels." I say. "See you, Sarah, " she says and I shut her door and then make my way into Cody's house. As soon as I walked in, it was warm and smelled like a cinnamon and candy cane mixture.

I shut the door back behind me and took my shoes off at the door. I made my way to Cody's room where I assumed he was. He was lighting some candles in his room that took away the smell it had before. I smiled when I saw him. I slowly made my way towards him and made sure he faced me.

My arms went around his neck and my lips met his lips. It always feels like forever whenever we don't see each other. But also I wanted to let things play out accordingly and not jump right into things.

I pulled away and Cody was still wanting a kiss. "That was good. Can I have some more?" Cody asks and I shake my head. "You don't get the good stuff all at once," I say.

He looked sad so I pecked his lips and that made him smile. "I missed you so much baby girl," he says. "I missed you too, " I say and sit on his bed. I am pretty sure he just took his bedding out of the wash, it was warm and it smelled good. We were gonna have a good night.