Insecure

30

March 14, 2016

Dear Diary,

Its been about a month since Cody asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. At first I didn't say anything, and that hurt him but then I realized how much we worked together, with a little push from Chelsea and Ranch, I finally called him and told him yes.

We went on a date and we made a deal. If we ever get to the point where it gets too bad, we will break it off and continue as friends. Mostly my idea. Needless to say, we are doing good. No hiccups and I am  happy about that. He's amazing and I do not know why I was putting off us being together.

Sarah-Jane Hines

"Do you want to go out?" Chelsea says barging into my room. "Maybe, where are we going?" I ask. "Just out. Do you really need to know?" Chelsea asks. "Yes." I say. "Just get dressed, please!" Chelsea says going through my clothes and I groan getting up and putting on the clothes she picked out. 

I head out with her and to Ranch's car, he was sitting there, blasting music and stressed out was playing. "I love you!" I say getting his car. "I love you too!" Ranch says and I hug him from the back of the sit. "Isn't that cute?" Chelsea says and I laugh. "I know we are." Ranch says and I smile then sit back.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

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"So, why are we shopping?" I ask as we pull up to the mall. Our birthday's are coming up and we need something to wear." Ranch says. "Wait, when's yout birthday?" I ask Ranch getting out of the car and stretching.

"June." Ranch says. "And yours?" I ask Chelsea.  " lucky charms day." Chelsea says. "What are we doing then?" I ask. "I have yet to decide. I was thinking maybe staying in and having pizza with you two" Chelsea says. "Pizza? Pizza, I like your thinking." I say to Chelsea.

"I know that's why I thought of it. Who knows maybe you could cook for me." Chelsea says and I laugh. "I love you but uh no." I say and she fake cries and I slowly start walking away, she will not embarrass me.

"Why don't you love me, Sarah!" she says running after me and try hiding. All eyes were on me, or at least that's what it felt like. I could feel myself overheating if that's what you woupd call it. Yep I was overheating. 

It was quiet, to quiet. She's hunting me. I come out of hiding and there she was, now everyone's eyes were definitely on us, she practically knocked me over. "Chel, Sar, get your asses over here, your embarrassing me." Ranch says.

Chelsea rolls her eyes while still laughing, I was composing myself. His yelling was not making it any better.  "Sarah, let's go and find something." Chelsea says. "For what?" I ask. "For a party!" Chelsea says.