Insecure

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When we got on the beach, I didn't go in right away. I was nervous, being in a bathing suit, around Cody. I am not the smallest out of the bunch and his girlfriend before, well that was more ideal for any man.

" Sarah, come on in, the water is great." Chelsea says. I took off my shorts and my cover up. I look off to the distance, I met Cody's eyes. They made me gravitate towards him. It was crazy; I tried to stop myself but he was too strong.

The water was just right. "See? Was that so hard?" Ranch asks. "Just alittle." I say and Cody came up behind me. "You sure, you want to do that?" I ask. "What do you mean?" He asks. "Lamar is giving the stare." I say. He disregarded my words and kissed my cheek.

"You look incredible. " he says. I was going to say something to him but he swam away before I could. I looked towards Chelsea and Ranch and knew what they were going to say, so I swan after him.

When I finally caught up with him, we were extremely far from land. "What would you do, if a shark came?" He asks. "Sacrifice your ass first." I say. "Crazy thing is, I would do the same." he says and we both laugh. His eyes always memorize me.

I didn't realize that we were getting closer until, my hand splashed him. "So it's like that?" he asks and splashes me. So it was. My insecurities pretty much faded after that, it might have been the fact that he was here or the fact that I really liked him and he liked me back. I started to swim back towards shore.

Cody grabbed my leg, scaring me and I kicked at him. "Ow!" he said and I stop. "I am so sorry, you scared me." I say and kiss his nose. "Kick it again, my mom might let me get surgery." He says and I frown. "Nope, not right now. I love your nose and if you change, then we will have to break up." I say. "I don't think you will." he says. "And why not?" I ask. "You like me too much." he says.

I scoffed and finished my swim to shore. When I started walking towards my stuff, I heard Robbie say, "Damn". I acted like I didn't hear it and met up with Ranch. "Don't know how you too do it." Ranch says. "Do what?" I asks. "Not jump each other's bones!" Ranch says quite loudly. "Shut up! Here he comes." I say.

" so I was thinking that we could all stay and watch the sunset." Cody says. " that is a good idea." Ranch said. "I guess we could." I say. "Not all but you could, we are going to order some food." Lamar says. "What kind of food?" Chelsea asks.

"Probably pizza." Robbie says. "Okay. Well we can order later." Chelsea says. "That's cool." Lamar says. "Are you leaving now." I ask Lamar. "No. We need to dry off before getting into my car." Christy says. I nod understanding. "We are going to have to dry off good before getting in your car." I tell Cody and he agrees.

"I forgot about that part." he says. "I know you did. That's why I reminded you." I say and he smiles. "Shall we go back in?" I ask. "Hell yeah!" Ranch says snd everyone but me runs to the water, my gigantic boobs stopped me from doing so.

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"This is so beautiful." Cody says. "Yes it is!" I say. "Kind of like you, when you look at me." Cody says. "Shut up." I say and lightly hit his chest. "So true." Chelsea says. "Shut up." I say to her. She puts her hands up in defense. I stand up to wipe the sand off my butt and let out a loud shriek, which ended up with me in Cody's arms and whole bunch of random people staring at us.

"Put me down!" I half yell. "Nope. Are we ready to go?" Cody asks Chelsea and Ranch. They both nod. "Please put me down, I am to fat!" I tell Cody in a whisper of sort. Cody starts walking towards his car while Chelsea and Ranch follow closely behind. If I wiggled, could be a disaster and If I stay then he will realize, he shouldn't be with me. No good options.

When we got to his car, he put me down. "See no trouble." Cody says. "I'm mad at you." I say. "Whatever." He says and opens the car door. I put my towel down on the seat before getting in. I text my brother and let him know thay we were on the way back. He answered okay.

When we got back to the hotel, I was the first one out and to the room. I hurried in the shower, so Cody could get in. Again, I forgot my clothes but luckly, he was not in sight. I picked out some pajamas and went to the living room and turned on the tv.

"Did you order the pizza?" Chelsea asks me. "Yeah. We have to go and pick it up in about 20 minutes." I say. "Have you and Cody talked at all?" Chelsea asks. I was about to answer but got cut off when I heard the open amd close.

"Hey sis!" Lamar says. "Did you need something?" I ask. "No, we just came to hang out." Lamar says and my phone goes off. I look at it and then over at Chelsea. She gives me a 'what did I do look'; I show her the phone amd she smiles.  "I could become a photographer!" she says all smiley.

She took a picture of me and Cody on the beach and uploaded it to my instagram.

The nice and mean comments were mixed in but I only looked at the bad ones. "What's going on?" Lamar asks seeing my upset face. "Nothing." I say. "Did that boy do something?" Lamar asks about to go down the hall. "No, he did not." I say and lock my phone.

"Come sit down and enjoy yourselves." I say getting up. "Where are you going?" Chelsea asks. "To get Cody." I say and walk down the hallway and open our door. My eyes were closed in case he was naked. "Are you decent?" I ask.

"No?" he says but I felt it more of a question. "I am shirtless, you know nothing you haven't seen before." he says and I open my eyes. He was just putting on some shorts. "Put on a shirt, we have to go and get the pizza." I say grabbing a jacket seeing as I was wearing a camisole.

"I could just go." Cody says. "Well we need to talk, so great time to be alone." I say and Cody nods. "Okay." He says and I open the door. "Bro, can I get some money?" I ask Lamar. He hands me $30. "Thanks!" I say and Cody comes up the hall. "You ready?" he asks me and I nod.