Insecure

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I sat in the car while Cody pumped the gas and looked at the box that was in my hand. We ended up going to the store and Cody bought the morning after pill. I opened the container, then put the pill in my mouth and drank some of my drink.

I handed the box to Cody to throw away before he got in the car. "It's only our second time and we are already making mistakes." Cody says laughing as he got in the car. "I didn't make this mistake," I say. "You kind of did." He says. "I did not, you keep the condoms," I say and he taps the glove box. "Now I am fully stocked, so we don't have to worry about that," he says and winks at me.

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"I am going to shower," I say and go to my room. I take off my top and go into my bathroom to fix the water. I hear my bedroom open. I stick my head out of the door and see that it was Cody. I walk over to him, lean down since he was sat on the bed and whisper in his ear, "Do you want to shower with me?"

He was starring at my boobs which were kind of in his face. I stand up straight so he could focus. He pulls me down to his eye level. "What are you doing?" I ask. "I am trying to give you an answer," he says. "What is that?" I ask. "No, because that door is not locked and anyone can walk in," he says.

"Awe, I see." I say and push him back onto the bed and then straddle him. "Someone could walk in now and you arent doing anything about that," I say. "I don't think I want to." He says and I smirk and lean to kiss him.

He kisses back and his hands squeeze my ass before making their way up my back and to my bra. My hands were in his hair, then lifting up his shirt and some how on their way down his pants. My mouth left his, making a trail to his neck. I could feel him.

I stopped before it went any further. When I got up and winked at him, he looked so sad. "That was not cool," he says pouting. "But wasn't it." I say and go to the bathroom, shutting the door. I take the rest of my clothes off, get in the shower and wash up.

As I was rinsing off, I heard the door open. "I'm using the bathroom," Chelsea says. "Okay," I say and cut the water off then grab my towel. I put my clothes in the dirty clothes and leave out of the bathroom. Cody was sitting on the bed, looking frustasted. I laugh lightly at him. Chelsea comes out of the bathroom, winks at me then leaves the room.

"Are you going to take a shower now?" I ask because he was taking his shirt off. He nods and walks over to me. "I really want to throw you on that bed," he says and my breathe hitchs. He pushes me up against the wall and looks into my eyes.

His eyes looked nothing like before, they changed. He picks me up which surprised me and my legs wrapped around his waist. My towel by now was an inconvenience and so was his pants. He kisses my chest and I realize what was happening besides the fact we were both extremely horny. I lean forward so his head was in my chest and whisper in his ear.

"If you aren't planning to throw me on that bed, Daddy, then put me down." I say and he stays in his position for a few more seconds before turning around and placing me on the bed. He goes in back pocket and pulls out a condom. I bite my lip. "We can do this and possibly get caught or we don't and it weighs very heavily on our minds." He says. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him down into a kiss. He unbottoms his pants without breaking the kiss and takes them off. The only time our kiss was broken was to open the condom.

He slips it on and positions himself at my center and slowly goes in. There was a knock on the door which scared us, which caused him to go deeper inside of me. "What?" I ask. "Your brother wants you two to come hang out with everybody," Ranch says. "Cody's in the shower but give me a few minutes." I say. "Okay." He says and walks away.

We look back at Cody who was laughing. "I guess it wasnt meant to be." He says pulling out of me. I laugh to at the thought of all of this. "Waste of a perfectly good condom," I say to him. He nods and heads to the bathroom, while I go to my dresser and get some pajamas. I plug my phone up and then head to the living room.