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* beep beep*

It's 7:00am and I've just been woken by my alarm clock. It's time to get up but I really can't move out of bed, I'm so tired. Today is the first day of college and I'm petrified to be honest, I thought I was going to be absolutely fine today but I'm really not, I'm so nervous I can feel my heartbeat in my ears. What happens if I don't fit it? What if I can't make any friends? My life would suck here without friends. I'm not the most sociable person and I find it hard when i meet new people.

I get out of bed and go the toilet to pee then start getting ready, I'm too nervous to eat breakfast this early, I'll eat something later. Mum always moans at me about not eating breakfast but she'll moan even more if I do eat breakfast then bring it all back up into her brand new car that's for sure.

I apply a little bit of mascara and some highlighter on my cheeks then add some pink blusher. Once my makeup is done I blow dry my hair, brush it over, then quickly check myself in the mirror before heading downstairs to see if mum is ready to drop me off. I want this day to be over already and it's not even begun yet.

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