Rambo || Bryson Tiller

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"My presence?" I murmured to myself

"Just being around you again makes me uneasy I'm trying to hold back all these feelings because I don't know how long you'll be here to satisfy them...and not knowing if you stayed away so long was because of me...this feeling sucks."

"It's going to be okay." I tried to soothe

"It's only going to be okay because you have Harley. " she mumbled before getting on as we pulled up to Toys-R-Us.

She unbuckled Harley and held her on her back while she got a basket setting her in.

"Damn Rose you sure know how to make a nigga feel like shit." I mumbled as I got out

Rose just pushed the kart around as Harley choose what she wanted and as I have out autographs to the small crowd of people who recognized me.

Her body language told me she was tired and ready to go but she still pushed further into the store laughing along and keeping Harley happy.

"Harley pick something." I said scooping up all her toys in my arms

"Why can't she have them all?"

"Her mom told me not to buy her no more toys." I laughed

"Keep them at my house. I have an extra room."

She looked down at Harley and pushed the kart to check out.

In the car
"Can we go to the hotel then home? I want my bed."

"Yea sure Rose." I grabbed her hand squeezing it

She looked up at me then our connected hands but didn't pull away.
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She gathered all her things from the hotel and threw them in the trunk then we were on our way.
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"Come on. The room is right here." Rose called us up the stairs to the extra room

She pushed open the door open and a whole nursery was set up. Harley ran in screaming in joy as I sat the toys down.

"This my room?" Harley screamed

"N-" I started

"It sure is baby girl." Rose nodded with a smile

She walked over to the crib taking the front bars from off of it making it a normal toddler bed.

"There you go." She laughed hugging Harley as her voice cracked

She got up walking towards the door slowly cutting off one of the two switches and switching the other one to on. Showing a dimmer light  from the lamp.

"There...perfect." She whispered

"You going to be okay in here?" I asked

Harley completely ignored me as she got comfortable in the bed.

Rose turned the baby monitor on and walked into another room which I'm guessing is her own and cut the other baby monitor on.

"Let's talk." I said pulling her in front of me

"About?"

"Kali."

"That was going to be her name."

"It can still be her name."

"What are you talking about?"

"This." I kissed her softly backing her into the bed laying her down

I gripped her hair leaning her head back attacking her neck.

"Stop." She whined

I continued.

"I don't want to be pregnant again. I'm not going through this again." She yelled and got up about to walk away

"Come here." I pulled her to me

"Listen. I know you miss me stop fucking fighting your feelings. I love you."

"Stop lying." She pushed at me

"Rose. Kill your damn attitude." I whispered pulling her into my chest

"You want me to fuck you huh?" I whispered against her neck

She bit her lip looking away.

I snaked my hand from her hands to her waist pulling her body closer to mine.

"You want me to make love to you?"

She nodded slowly turning toward me letting me kiss her.

"Promise you won't leave me after this?" She held out her pinky

"Kiss the end to seal the deal."
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