Something Worth Living For

Chapter 8. Adkward Tension

It was real quiet for a second as we just looked at eachother not really knowin what just happened. The whole time I was just thinkin about Tae which was weird because Quan just tried to KISS ME!! I really dont know what to think but he got that girl, and im startin to really like Tae. He broke the silence after what seemed like forever.

Quan: Um yea so u gone do that for me lil bit?
Yatta: Huh..oh..yea..How am I suppose to take a drug test for u again?

He pulled out a condom, and handed it to me wit a smirk. I guess my facial expression showed how confused I was because he started to laugh.

Yatta: What the hell am I suppose to do wit this?
Quan: What u think u suppose to do wit it?(he laughed)
Yatta: If I knew the answer I wouldna asked yo B A L D H E A D E D A S S !
Quan: U and that smart ass mouth. Boy if u was any other nigga I swear I would beat yo ass.(he said runnin his fingers through his dreds) U suppose to piss in it.
Yatta: WHAT!? Hell nah thats nasty im not pee'n in that!
Quan: Come on lil bit please I cant use Jeniece pee cuz she a female, and I cant use my own cuz I smoke.
Yatta: Ima kick yo ass I swear I am. U owe me BIG TIME!(i said snatchin the condom away from him)

I went into the bathroom, and reluctantly filled the condom. When I was done I washed my hands like ten times before goin back out holdin it wit my thumb, and index finger.

Quan: Why u being so damn prissy lil bit?(he laughed)
Yatta: Because this s***t is nasty, and u betta stop laughin before I throw it at yo ass.
Quan: Iight, iight chill out.(he chuckled)

He took it from me, and put it inside a zip lock bag.

Quan: Im about to go take this drop real quick, but I can come back when im done if u want.
Yatta: Nah thats koo cuz Tae gone be outta class by then, and I might not be here. I'll see u at the game tonight though.
Quan: Oh...Iight then lil bit.

I walked him to the door, but before he opened it he pulled me into another tight embrace. He hugged me this time a little longer, and tighter than normal. I could feel him breathing on my neck as I inhaled his cologne tryin not to get turned on. I pulled back and there it was again, that awkward moment of us just looking into eachothers eyes. He snapped out of it and headed to the door obviously nervous, and uncomfortable.

Quan: Iight lil bit I love u.(he said walkin out)
Yatta: I love u too.

I dont know what the hell is goin on, but this s***t is wierd. I always knew Quan had love for me because he showed it everyday, but he never really verbally expressed it. Is it possible that he's...in love wit me? This s***t was on my mind so heavy for hours as I tried to rationalize what was goin on. I almost didnt hear my phone ringin in my room.

Yatta: Hello.
Tae: Im on my way back be ready when I get there.
Yatta: Where we goin?
Tae: Man shawty just be ready when I get there.(he said ending the call)
Yatta: Did this high yellow nigga just hang up on me?(i said out loud looking at the phone like it could respond)

Although I was s***tty he hung up on me like I was his b***h or something I still put on some cloths. When he finally walked through the door I was in the kitchen gettin some orange juice. I gave him the evil eye and he just flashed me that pretty smiled causin me to smirk a little.

Yatta: I know yo white ass bet not hang up on me no more.
Tae: Im sorry boo it was a accident.
Yatta: I bet it was, but where we goin?
Tae: U gone find out when we get there.
Yatta: Or u could just tell me now.
Tae: Why u trippin shawty u dont trust me?
Yatta: Hell nah, and I hate suprises so give me the goods.

He walked towards me wrappin his arms around my waist, and started kissing my neck.

Yatta: What are u doin?
Tae: U said give u the goods.
Yatta: I meant tell me where we goin fool.(i laughed pushin him back)
Tae: Nah but forreal though just go wit the flow. I wouldnt do nothin to hurt u so u comin or not.(he said holdin out his hand)

I looked at him for a while tryna decide if I should go or not. As u all know I got trust issues, but for some reason I couldnt find it in my self to say no to him...shocked...yea me too. I grabbed his hand, and he smiled leading me outside to his truck. He started driving to where I dont know, but I really wanted to ask. Instead I just sat back and let him do his thing for once, and kept tellin my self I dont have to be in control all the time. We were driving around for a while until he pulled up to this real nice ass park with a basketball court. The three dudes from before were all on the court playin as we got out.

Yatta: So what we doin here?
Tae: I wanna play u a game...One on one.
Yatta: I told u I dont like to play no more.
Tae: I know what u said, but I thought i'd put a lil twist to it though. If u win u get to ask me somethin u really wanna know.
Yatta: And if u win?(i asked not interested)
Tae: The same.
Yatta: Aint this gone be bad for the game tonight if u play now, and dont u gotta take a drop?
Tae: How u know about all that?
Yatta: Quan is on the team.
Tae: Why was yall talkin about that though?
Yatta: Well...he needed to use my urine cuz he smoke.
Tae: Why u be doin all this extra s***t for his ass man.
Yatta: Wouldnt u do it for yo friends.
Tae: Hell nah cuz they dont f***kin smoke!(he snapped)
Yatta: Well I did so get over it.
Tae: Man whatever I aint worried about that right now.
Yatta: Ok then lets start playin(i said walkin to the court)

He followed behind me and I turned around catchin him watchin my ass, but when he saw me lookin at him he smiled. I shook my head at his silly ass, but when his friends seen us comin they stopped to greet us.

Tae: Wussup yall.(he said dappin em all up)
Marvin: Whats good Tae.
Patrick: Yooo.
Angelo: Wussup pa aint that yo room mate?
Marv: Aye those his real eyes?
Pat: Damn that s***t raw I wish I had eyes that color.
Tae: Yea thats his lil sexy ass.(he said smilin at me) Yatta this Marv, Pat, and Angelo. Yall this my lil shawty Kenyatta.

They all gave me a head nod, and I got a good look at them all. Marvin, and Patrick were both tall, dark, and sexy wit very toned bodies, black hair, and brown eyes. Angelo on the other hand was a red bone like Tae, but he was hispanic or something it looked like. He had a sexy accent with green eyes, and sandy brown hair.

Marv: So what yall doin here bro?
Tae: We got a lil bet goin on, and we bout to play one on one real quick.
Pat: Awww s***t he can play?
Tae: Thats what he say, but im about to find out.
Angelo: As wack as yo ass is I bet a dub he beat u.
Tae: F***k u yo w***k ass.(they all laughed)

It was cute how close they were, and I started to think how different I might be if I had friends like that. They all acted like brothers, and this wasnt really something I was use to being apart of.

Tae: U ready shawty?
Yatta: Yea.

They gave Tae the ball as I took of my pants off revealin my hoopin short underneath that hugged my ass just right. I looked up, and they were all watchin me basically drooling...until Tae noticed anyway.

Tae: Aye what the f***k yall lookin at!(he snapped)

They all turned there head tryna focus on other stuff besides me. Tae look angrier than I ever thought his goofy ass could get. I walked up to him and gave him a kiss just to try to calm him down. Instead he grabbed my waist and started to tounge me down in front of them so they could get the picture that I was his. I pushed him away, and snatched the ball from him in the process.
lose.(i smiled)
Tae: Not in yo wildest dreams shawty.
Yatta: check.(i said bouncin him the ball)
Tae: U not gone be mad at me when I spank that ass are u?

While he was talkin s***t I shot the ball from the three point line, and got nothin but net. His boys were all cheering and shoutin as his jaw dropped lookin like it would fall off.

Yatta: What was that s***t u was talkin?(i said walkin to get the ball)
Tae: Oh dont trip we just gettin started.(he smiled tryna gain back his composure)

I just smirked at him while I walked back to the free throw line. It is something I forgot to tell him, but he'll figure it out. When I did play ball...I was the captin of my team.