Something Worth Living For

Chapter 55. Love like this

Tae had really out done his self with this entire party. From renting out the whole park, the decorations, the food, and he even got a decent dj that was playing all the good music. Everybody seemed like they were having a good time, and I have to admit the I was having a blast myself. The only thing that was bothering me was the fact that KJ was getting passed around like a blunt. I know that almost everybody here is my family, or close friends, but I just wasnt comfortable wit him being handed from person to person. Which is exactly why I've had him for the majority of the time we've been here. The only people I would give him too is Lora, or his granny since they would really take him from me versus me handing him over. Aside from me being naturally, and rightfully over protective of my baby everything else was fine. Tae hasnt left my side since we got here, and he keeps tryna get me to relax so I can really enjoy my day.

Tae: Shawty I wish u would just chill.(he said wrappin his arms around me from behind layin his head on my shoulder)
Yatta: I am what u mean bae?(I laughed)
Tae: No u not u been stalking KJ since we got here. He wit my mama, and u know she aint gone let nothin happen to her baby.(he laughed)
Yatta: I know but-(I was cut off by him turning me around staring into my eyes)
Tae: No buts baby. Today is about u, and your gonna enjoy yourself even if I have to force u.(he said pullin me closer to him smilin)
Yatta: Is that right?(I said smilin)
Tae: U sayin im lyin shawty?(he asked comin in for a kiss)

Everytime his lips touched mine its like time would stop so we could savor every second locking it into memory. The feeling of our tounges wrestling was like my own personal stimulant that took me higher than any drug ever could. I got so lost in the kiss that I almost forgot how many people we were around, but luckily Ms.Jackson was more than happy to remind us.

Ms.Jackson: Alright now love birds this a damn party not a hotel. I hope yall been using condoms too because im whoopin ass if he have another baby before yall done wit college, and I mean that.

Me and Tae stop kissing, and put our foreheads together lookin into eachothers eyes laughing at what she just said. Although we havent had sex since KJ was born so there was nothin to worry about, but still the thought had never really crossed my mind about getting pregnant a second time. Being that he's the only man I've ever been with, and the fact that we're engaged we dont own any condoms let alone ever bought any.

Tae: Ma stop trippin man I swear u always throwin salt on my game.
Ms.Jackson: Yea what ever nigga u heard what I said. Now yall come on so Yatta can cut his cake, and stop all that damn kissin he can get pregnant like that too.(she said walkin off)
Tae: Man I swear she wild.(he said laughin)
Yatta: Bae u know she's right though. I didnt think about me gettin pregnant again, and it'll be hard tryna finish school if i got two kids.
Tae: I wouldnt do that to u shawty I know how important school is to u. I guess we just gone have to be celibate for four years.(he said as we walked causing me to stop lookin at him with my eyebrow raised)
Yatta: Ummm negative. I was thinkin more along the line of condoms.
Tae: Nah shawty I cant do that.
Yatta: Why not?(I asked irritated)
Tae: Because.
Yatta: Because what?

He came up behind me wrappin his arms around my waist forcing me to walk forward towards the area where they had all the food.

Tae: Cuz after having some ass this good I cant start hittin that wit no damn condom. Besides I wouldnt be able to put my name on it like I normally do.(he smiled)
Yatta: U a freak bae.(I laughed)
Tae: U know I am.(he said bitin his bottom lip)

As we got closer everybody started telling me happy birthday for like the 30th time.

Pat: About time yo old ass finally came.
Yatta: OLD!?(I said offended)
Tae: Aye nigga dont come to my bae like that.(he laughed)
Marv: Pat u know better than to fuck wit the power couple. They gone jump yo ass.(he laughed)
Pat: Yea yea whatever they aint bout that life.
Lora: All yall shut up so he can cut the damn cake! Here boo.(she said handin me the knife)
Yatta: Thank u, and im not old ass hole.
Pat: Both of yall old yall got kids now.(he laughed)
Yatta: Dont make me have to cut u.(I said holdin the knife up to him)
Tae: Dont worry about him shawty go head, and cut yo cake.(he said huggin me from behind)
Ms.Jackson: Come on nah yall hurry up so I can put my baby to sleep.(she said holdin KJ)