Something Worth Living For

Chapter 38. You Complete Me

He got up and walked over to me before holding his hand out. I just looked at his hand then up into his eyes that still cleary beamed wit anger.

Tae: Come here shawty.(he said in a calm voice)

Slowly I placed my hand on top of his as he pulled me up close to his body wrappin his arms around my waist. I could feel him burning a hole in my face, but I continued to avoid his gaze. He pulled my chin with his finger until our eyes locked, and I was trapped in a trance wit the same eyes I've grown to love. Once again I tried to open my mouth to speak, but nothing came out because of how nervous I was.

Tae: When did it happen?(he asked lookin into my eyes)
Yatta: Like two months ago, but I promise u it was a mistake. He caught me off gaurd wit it, and no I didnt stop him, but bae im so sorry.(I said tryna hold back my tears)

I could tell he was pissed because he was still biting his jaws lookin at me wit those beautiful brown eyes.

Tae: So all this time I been right about him?

I looked down noddin my head in shame because I just knew the worst part was just beginning.

Tae: Is he in love wit u?

I hesitated for a moment, but once again I nodded my head yes to his question.

Tae: Are u in love wit him?

I looked up at him and our eyes locked again pullin me back into his trance. Honestly I didnt know how to answer that question correctly, but keeping this from him got me here now so I might as well tell him the truth.

Yatta: For the longest time. Yea, I was in love wit him, but he never knew. He was just somebody that showed me affection in a different way than most people, but I never thought he was gay. Then all that shit started to happen, and we lost contact. Thats when I moved here, and we found eachother again. I found more than just him though, I found u too. I always thought that to Quan I was just a friend, but wit u it was different. From the first time I met u even though I didnt act like it I always liked u. The plus side to that is u show me the same affection even when I tried my hardest to run u away. Quan could never do the things u did like walk with yo arms around my waist proudly not givin a damn who saw u. No matter who we were around or where we were u always treated me the same. Even now I know u prolly wanna curse me out, but u holdin and treatin me like im the center of your world. So to answer yo question no. Im not in love with Quan, but at one point in time I was. I'll always have love for him, but believe me when I say he will never have my heart because it belongs to somebody else.

He looked at me for a second before takin another deep breath, and lickin his lips.

Tae: I aint even gone stunt shawty im mad as fuck, but I just dont understand why u didnt tell me. I thought that after that shit wit Angelo u wasnt gone keep no more secrets. Then u kept makin it seem like I was just paranoid or some shit everytime I brought it up.(he said wit and attitude)
Yatta: I know.(I said lookin away but he made me look back at him)
Tae: But just like u said. Even though I am mad right now. U are my life shawty, and I love yo ass so much sometimes I think its scarey even for me. From the first time I saw u I knew I just had to make u mine. There was just something about u that made me gravitate towards u, and i aint never chased after nobody like i did wit u. Its like when im wit u I become a better person than I normally would be. So yea right now I am mad, but the love I have for u aint goin no where. U complete me baby, and I cant see myself living without u by my side.(he said in the sweetest voice before kissing me gently on my lips)

All I could do was look at him, and smile because he left me completely speechless. I hugged him caressing his head as he pulled me closer to his body as we rocked side to side.