A/N
With a little luck I get my phone back this weekend yaaay!
And btw, I saw Allegaint a week ago (yes they released in one week earlier here mwhahaha) AND IT WAS BAE! If you like Divergent go watch it!
AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT EZRIA?! THE FEELS OMG EZRIA IS BACK GUYS! WHEN EZRA CRIED IN FRONT OF ARIA OMG AND THEIR KISS AND EVERYTHING STILL NOT OVER IT!
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"He doesn't deserve you"
"Ezra.. I wishpered as he trailed his thumb against my lips again. "We can't" I said, pulled back and looked him in his eyes
"Why not?" he said, grabbed my hand and trailed his fingers against my palm and played with my fingers.
"Because you're my teacher" I started. "And I'm in a relationship"
"You don't love him, look what he did to you.. Look at your eye" he said but I shook my head
"It's not what you think" I mumbled and slowly pulled my hand out of his grasp. "What about Jackie?" I said and suddenly his eyes widened.
"Crap, crap Aria.. Oh crap. This.. This was.." he said, stood up and walked a few meters as he rushed his hand through his curly hair
"A mistake? Of course" I said in an annoyed voice "just as my life" I mumbled under my breath, but Ezra heard
"What did you say?" Ezra asked and turned around to face me
"Nothing... Absolutely nothing" I said, grabbed my bag and walked to the door. "Goodbye Mr.Fitz"
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The next morning
"Okaaay class, today I want to discuss Romeo and Julliet with you" Ezra said and shot a quick look at me. I hid myself behind my book and pretended to read for the rest of the lesson. I wasn't waiting for all those awkward smiles and innocent looks. I still needed some clarification though, so after the lesson was finished I made my way to his desk where he was grading some papers.
"Mr. Fitz? Can I talk to you?" I asked and he looked up with a smile
"Oh, hey, Miss Montgomery.. I'm actually really busy right now, I have a meeting in five, can we talk another time?" he said while nervously tapping his pen on his desk
"Ezra... Just, what's happening?"
"Aria, you're amazing, but we just can't. We don't belong together" Ezra said, stood up from his desk and left me with a thousend questions behind in that classroom.
It was filled with silence while my mind was screaming.
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"Honey? Are you home? There's someone here for you!" Nelly yelled with a shaky voice when I entered the house and threw my bag in a corner
"Who is it Nelly?" I yelled back and walked to the kitchen to grab a glass of water
"Just... Come see for yourself!" Nelly yelled which slightly concerned me because she never says that. I walked to the living room where I saw that one person who I didn't want to see at all.
"Noel? What are you doing here? You're never here" I asked with a shaky voice and then Noel turned his head to face me. His eyes were blood shot and everywhere around him you could smell the alcohol.
Definately drunk.
"Hello, my wife" Noel said, emphasizing the word wife with a big smirk on his face and tried to reach for my hand
"I don't care if we're married, I'll never be your wife" I hissed and yanked my hand away from his grib
"Oh, poor little Aria, you can't do anything about this" Noel smirked, grabbed my waist and lifted me over his shoulder
"Noel?! Noel let me go!" I yelled and banged my fist against his back but he didn't respond. Instead, he walked upstairs and suddenly released his grib.
"As you wish" He laughed as I tumbled to the ground. In the progress I hit my head on the corner of my nightstand and I could feel blood dripping down my head. Suddenly Noel bent down and started kissing my neck, pulled me up and threw me on my bed.
"Noel, Noel stop" I said and tried to push him away but he was too strong
"Why? We're married, aren't we?" he smirked and ripped my shirt of my body.
"Noel, STOP!" I yelled but he didn't.
I got raped.
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When Noel was finally gone I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to say or where to go to. I felt dirty, even after five showers, I felt worthless, I felt a like a whore, my life is messed up.
This has to stop and I only know one way to end things.
I grabbed my phone and made a text message.
To: E.F
From: Aria
Hey Ezra,
I don't know what is going on here but I can't live in this constant insecurity anymore. My life is fucked up, and you must be happy you won't be a part of it. I don't want to drag anymore people in my life, and I think you're all better off without me. In case you didn't know, I care about you too. I want you to live your life with Jackie. But know that if you ever need me, I won't be here anymore. I 'm worthless, to anyone. I think you and the rest of the world are better off without me.
Goodbye, Mr. Fitz, and don't be sad when my blood stopped running through my veins and my heart stopped beating.
Have a great life
- Aria
I sent the message with tears in my eyes, grabbed the kitchen knife, and cut my wrists.
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