If you follow me, you may be aware of the reason for my lack of chapters and fics... If you don't follow me, here's why I'm not updating as often:
I'm having some issues... my friends are struggling, and some are even giving up on me, and this is causing me to stress and worry about my said friends. Everyone I know is plunging deep into dark places in their lives, and I'm doing the best I can to help save them from the darkness of their mind, or their parents, or their life. But sometimes... I can't help... sometimes I make it worse... But I get worried when they say stupid things like 'I'm ready to end it all'. I myself, am not entirely stable. At all. But I put my friends in front of me... I always put them in front of me. Even when it results with me doing not so great things later in the day, when I can sit and bask in my own personal failures. Writing is how I escape reality, I put myself into Nyx's skin, or Kiti's, or Luffy's and I live in the wild adventures.. even if its for a short time. I can't do that when my friends are hurting. So that, my nakamas is why I haven't been posting. I'm sorry.
-Stormy Blue
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The Secret of Me
FanfictionThree odd boys. Perhaps, just maybe, they were normal boys, who did normal things, but then again the only boys I've met have threatened to kill me... Two having a dark black mess of hair, the other a light, short and blond. Two smiled, one scowled...
