Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 32

(Author's note.

       I'm going to Greece today which means that if I don't have wifi at the hotel I wont be able to update at all during a week.  I will bring my mac because I can still write on the story, save it on to the computer and then just pastate the written material in to wattpad so I get something done. I will maybe seek up some Internet Cafe if they have one in Greece which i doubt. I sincerly hope they have wifi though, or at least that you can buy some.

        Please keep commenting, I love you.)

I woke up, Harry lied next to me and his curls lied on the pillow, looking like a mess. I untangled myself from his arm and rose up from the bed. I took my phone with me, seeing that the time was only eight am. 

I walked around in the closet, searching for a pair of gym shorts which I found rather quickly. I stepped in to them and threw one of Harry's t-shirts over my head and walked to the kitchen. I made some coffee, pouring it in a cup before walking out on his porch. The sun was shining and the black fabric heated up my skin. 

I needed to talk to Ariel some day and sort it all out. I wasn't sure I wanted to live with her again, I liked it better at my brothers flat. Not saying that I'm going back to Sheffield and move in with my brother, but it would be nice to have your own space and since Tony was around at Kayla's house I got the chance to see how it was to have my own apartment. I made enough money to get a small flat here and not be broke by the end of the month. That was a plan, a good one. 

"Hi baby." Harry's morning voice was probably the best thing I've ever heard. 

"Hey." I murmured. I turned around on my spot, embracing him slowly as I felt a bit empty inside. I wasn't even aware of what the problem was, I just felt emotionless. 

Harry led me inside and placed me on the sofa and went to get some quick breakfast in the kitchen. He came back with some granola and tea which I ate and drink quietly. I don't think Harry noticed how I felt since he kept his eyes on the telly and whatever was on. I wasn't even looking. 

I don't doubt Harry, this has nothing to do with him. This has to do with Ariel. She was supposed to be the person I could trust the most and the person who should care for my happiness and not the person to betray me. I love Ariel, she was my best friend in the whole world and I shared everything with her. I felt like everything I had built up with her just went away, our plans to move to Paris and become hairdressers, or the time we talked about going to New York and start our own publishing company. We had it all planed out but not anymore. I didn't feel like that anymore, like I wanted a life with her to keep on going. I needed to be independent and move in to my own apartment and just leave her behind. She hasn't really been the greatest of friend now that I think of it, her ego is a bit too big for her to let anyone else in. I know that she has been through horrible stuff in her life but that doesn't give her any reason to do anything like this. I want Harry, he makes me happy, and if she lost it she can't have it back and that's nothing for me to decide. The even more horrible thing is that she only wanted him again is when I came in to the picture. She couldn't stand seeing him with another girl, but it's me. I'm supposed to be her best friend. 

"Your phone." Harry murmured and I nodded, stepping outside to press the green button and not to disturb Harry while he watched his show. 

"Hello, this is Ruby." I muttered, sounding a bit rude but I couldn't help it, I've had enough thinking for one day. 

"Hey, it's Liam."  I could hear he was happy, he probably smiled and here I was all soppy and rude. 

"Oh, hi. I'm sorry I sounded so rude." I excuse myself just to hear Liam chuckle.