The Break Up Planner (Published Under Pop Fiction)

{ TBUP -12: F.O }

{ TBUP –12: F.O }

 

 

 

 

May sleep over nga pala ako sa bahay nila Carmeen ngayon. Wala lang, gusto ko lang ulit siyang makasama. Feeling ko kasi miss na miss na namin ang isa’t isa. Kung sabagay, hindi na kami masyadong nagkikita dahil… well, let’s just say that I wasted some time for someone who’s not worth it. Damn you Psyche Epiales.

“Best, you okay? Kanina ka pa tulaley? Sinong iniisip mo? Si Chron o si Psyche?” Tanong sa akin ni Carmeen habang kumakain ng popcorn.

Well, we’re having a good time watching a horror movie. Dati nakatakip na ‘yung mata ko ‘pag ganito na ang palabas at sumisigaw na ako but this time? Wala akong pakialam sa pinapanood ko kahit puro duguan at takutan na. I can’t stop thinking about him—oh not him exactly, ‘yung foolish act na ginawa ko. ‘Yung sinabi ko kay Psyche!

I sent Carmeen a death glare, “Tsss, bakit dalawa ang options? Hindi ba dapat si Chron lang?”

“But based from what you said recently --”

I cut her immediately, “Shut up and just enjoy that movie! Damn it!”

“Psh. Mainlab ka na lang kase kay Psyche!” Carmeen said while eating.

Napataas ang kilay ko, “WHAT?! Bakit ko ‘yun gagawin, aber? Give me 1000 reasons!”

“Sobra naman ‘yang 1000 mo! Pwede bang isa lang? Because I know, my reason is enough.”

“Then spill it!” Paghahamon ko kay Carmeen.

“Because Chron has already a girlfriend, easy as one two three.”

“Yeah right. May girlfriend na si Chron. So what? Hindi pa naman sila kasal. Kaya ko pa siyang makuha, pwede pa kaming magbalikan, pwede pa ulit niya akong mahalin. Easy as one two three.” I answered, tama naman ako ‘di ba?

Biglang nag-iba ang expression niya at parang nag-alinlangan, “Don’t you think it’s so cruel? Maninira ka ng relasyon? Hindi ka ba naniniwala sa karma?”

“The hell Carmeen! Hindi ako naninira ng relasyon. I’m trying not wrecking.” I defended my self.

“What about Psyche?” She asked.

“What about him? That he’s a total dumbass? Kung tutuusin I don’t need him to get Chron back, we don’t need each other.” Sabi ko ‘yan kay Carmeen. But there’s something inside me –inside my heart that wanted to say ‘no’. Something inside my heart whispering that I need him. Why? Why am I feeling this way?