i'm getting sad about river and corey again so here goes nothing
lids touched and closed like an empty glass bottle
i'll keep remembering his eyes, so expressive
and deep, always changing color, because i'll never see them again
his lips used to turn upwards into a small smile he cracked so rarely
his hands used to mend, used to hold carefully- softly
he used to roll peaceful words off his tongue
used to try and change the world
i used to smile at him, admire him, dance with him, laugh with him, TALK with him
but no more
i'd never set my eyes on him again
( river phoenix )
fucked myself up smh here goes our corey poem ( i wasn't alive in '86 i just wanted to be different )
an innocent boy, ever so eager
he wanted to get out into the world, wanted what he wanted and knew what it was
one downward spiral and many pills later and it was the end for him
it's funny, 'cuz, i hadn't seen him since '86 when he was still just a boy
when he wasn't "COREY HAIM!"
he got busy though, and i never saw him again
i remember being bitter, but when i think about it now, he was a kid with a busy schedule and growing pains like you could never imagine
it was 2008 and the only way corey was in the press was if he'd been on drugs again
i couldn't believe it,
my corey... our corey
the kid who ever kid girl loved,
who every adult smiled at
and they were making him out to be a bad guy
i knew him better than that
anyway by the time it had passed march tenth two thousand and ten it was too late for me to say my goodbyes
it's funny cuz, i'd known him since before '86, and the rest felt like a lie.
( corey haim )
yo this was deep i imagined a close friend of corey's who was a girl and she knew him before he starred in his break out movie ( lucas. ) but he got busy and they tried to meet up but he was always busy because in real life he was getting so many offers and so many destinations to go to and people to talk to and be interviewed by. so they never talked again like ever and she started seeing him getting arrested in the media and people saying such horrible things about him when he was literally an angel ok lmao & then he died and she never got to say her goodbyes or anything nice :))) her best friend from a while back died and she hadn't talked to him for over 20 years.
i'd say more but my phones aboutta die sooooo yeee bye guys also my snapchat is locked ?? no no no
#zuzaf
