so basically today the first worthy thing of citing is that my friend Say made me cry this morning & she still doesn't know but that's basically why i was ignoring her all day after that. long story short, i'm not gna explain why because that would take a MINUTE. anywayyy yeah my face was beet red because i was angry and so over this shit already and my eyes were watery and as i am getting ready to storm angrily into a bathroom cell, one of my friends Lucie goes "zuzu are you okay?" in this mega worried voice and i couldn't answer bc i would've started cryING so i go into the cell and tears eventually fall kinda unwillingly
anyways i'm getting tired of this whole thing where she intentionally makes me feel bad because i have never done that to her and it's really over bearing but whatever !! fuck a bitch anyway !!
( have you guys noticed that i cry a lot over the most senseless things it's hilarious if you think about it because i'm not even that sad anymore lmao i just repeatedly decide to go to bed at 2 am, wake up at 6 and fuck up my entire mood for the day )
buttt anyway, before that catastrophe Say decided to tell everyone about my adventures of saying hi to my white boy but she made it sound like it was really weird for me to just say hi and I get where she's coming from but ...
i didn't know
humans weren't allowed
to interact normally anymore
??
is a "hello"? to a stranger ?
not?
how people typically make friends ??
i'm confused ??
anyway i was talking to my other friend and Say about what happened and i go,
"you know the white boy right?"
AND AS I AM SAYING THIS
THE SECOND I SAY THE WORD "right" NO FUCKING JOKE HE WALKS RIGHT PAST US OUTSIDE OF THE DOOR WE WERE STANDING IN FRONT OF
JUST WALKS PAST US THE MINUTE I START TALKING ABOUT HIM
( remember when i told y'all i was psychic??? lmao this what i meAn bruh )
and we LOOK AT EACH OTHER FOR THE ILLEST SECOND AND HE'S OVER HERE WITH AN OBVIOUS CLOSED MOUTH SMILE ON HIS FACE LOOKING STRAIGHT AT ME AND I FUCKING JUST
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
i don't know if i'm happy that he walked by or embarrassed beCAUSE I WAS CUHLEARLY TALKING ABOUT HIM LMAO WHAT THE FUCK AND HE OBVIOUSLY KNOWSSS BY NOW BECAUSE MY D*MB ASS STRAIGHT UP STOPPED TALKING AND BLINKED WITH THE GOOFIEST SMILE BECAUSE WE WERE ALREADY MAKING EYE CONTACT
AND HE WAS KINDA LAUGHING TO HIMSELF AND I FUCK
well :) my cover is blown :) but i'm pretty sure my cover was blown a longgg time ago because i remember maybe in october idK i was being a fucking literal creep and staring @ him again and he was at his lunch table and he was sat next to a friend and he looked up at me and started smiling AGAIN and he goes to his friend "that's the girl that" AND I DIDN'T HEAR THE REST!!
lmao holly remember when i was telling you about this lmao
anywayy
then that passed blah blah blah but then i was in spanish class and carlos again made the decision to sit next to me ??? hmm
and he was cracking jokes w me and shitttt and we had groupwork and it was SO obvious that both of us wanted to be partners bc he was staring at me bitch but then the teacher said we'd do it as a class and i had never felt more relieved in my life lol
BUT YO I WAS SOOO PISSED
because i put my new waterbottle in my backpack and it's big so i put it in the waterbottle compartment. it decides to fly out and spill. of fucking course. so i decide "you know what, lemme be a humanitarian and clean this up"
and mind you the teacher who actually owns the classroom ( NOT my spanish teacher ) is a little bitch who thinks she's the shit or whatfuckingever so as i'm wandering the classroom for tissues she goes "you need to go to the lab and get paper towels," in the bitchiest fucking tone as if because i'm in 8th grade and not an 11th or 12th grader like who she teaches i'm just gonna make the conscious decision to walk out knowing that there's a puddle of water that i caused on the fucking floor.
anyway i say, "yeah i know i was looking for tissues."
i then calmly exit the classroom and walk TOO FAR DOWN THE HALL to get paper towels and then come back and start cleaning the water which was already fucking gone because people decided to step on it
anyway i still dry it up. then my spanish teacher says "i will clean it, you go to your class"
MIND YOU THIS BITCH OF AN ENGLISH TEACHER MADE ME LATE FOR MY FUCKING LATIN CLASS UGH
anyway i love my spanish teacher she's a doll !! so i go, "are you sure? i'm the one who spilled it"
and she goes "go to your class it's okay"
so i say a rushed thank you and then as i exit the classroom THIS FUCKING WHITE KID IS OVER HERE BRINGING IN PAPER TOWELS
SO THIS FUCKING ENGLISH TEACHER THOUHT I WAS GONNA BE A LITTLE PRUNE AND DECIDE TO NOT GET THE PAPER TOWELS WHEN I CLEARLY HEARD HER TO TELL ME TO GET THE FUCKING. PAPER. TOWELS.
WHAT THE FUCK
ANYWAY HE ASKS HER, "what happened?"
she goes, "some girl spilled her waterbottle"
"some girl" bitch when i'm famous known as "zuzu" instead of "some girl" i will make it my RESPONSIBILITY TO DISS YOU
AND I WAS WALKING OUT THE CLASSROOM JUST THEN SO IF SHE SAW THE SPANISH TEACHER CLEANING EVERYTHING UP GUESS WHO'S GONNA GET A WHOLE LOT OF FUCKING SHADE THROWN AT THEM TOMORROW IN CLASS ???
lol i already hate this teacher bc she yelled at me for wearing my hat with her fucking straight neat hair BITCH YOU DO NOT KNOW THE FUCKING STRUGGLE I AM A CHILD WITH NATURALLY TEXTURED HAIR AND I CAN HAVE REALLY FUCKING CRAPPY HAIR DAYS. PLEASE REFRAIN FROM BEING A COCK SUCKING DONKEY ASS IRRITATING HOE
ANYWAY
FUCK IM SO ANNOYED I DO NOT LIKE HER !!!! NOBODY IN THE FUCKING CLASS DOES SHES EVIL WHAT THE FUCK
#zuzaf
