#rantable2.0

how ??

i stayed up until 12:24 am. at first, i was really thinking Hillary was gonna pull through. i was scared but not trying to tread on it because i thought America was smarter than this ??? like we head ass, but not this head ass.

so anyway, i was posting on my Snap about it all night and i went to bed at 12:24 am. i was pretty scared for the most part and i prayed to god that he wouldn't win. i seriously prayed because him as president is no good.

anyway, all night i was up thinking "what if Trump rigged the elections and has been saying the elections are rigged so no one would suspect him?" and i was really so dead ass about it ... now, i'm not so sure.

anyway, i went to bed feeling seriously shook but i watched some 80s edits and that always makes me feel better so hey !! anyway i went to bed thinking Hillary was going to pull through, that there was no way Donald was going to win president because America is smarter than that.

anyway, then i woke up. i swear that when my alarm went off, i dead ass heard the words "donald trump wins president", in somebody's voice. my alarm clock is Lana del Rey reciting a poem called Burnt Norton. anyway, not relevant. i guess it was just in my head bcos that was seriously the first thing i was thinking of when i woke up and i hadn't forgotten about it ?? idk i was just hearing things in my head but when i heard it told myself, "there's no way at all, i'll check the polls and everything will be fine."

so i got up and i checked the polls to see who won online. the first thing i see is: "Donald Trump won the presidency." y'all i had to read that about twice. at first i didn't really react, i was just like "ok, shit, this is a problem." then i went onto Snap and looked at the polls filter just to double check and everyone on my Snap was saying the same thing like "i hate America"; "what the fuck just happened?" blah blah blah.

anyway then i went downstairs to go talk to my mom about it and i go, "mom he really won president" and then i started crying like a little BITCH. it was just not a good morning, my mom stuck by my side nd hugged me and all that and said it wasn't fair and that she thought he rigged the elections too.

anyway i went to school literally in shambles. on someone's bus this woman was crying and had to be kicked off. my mom drove me to school and i saw people crying in their cars ?? like it's not an okay day today holy shit ??

anyway i got to school and went up to my friends. then, as expected, the fucking ugly white boy townies barged through. one of them went,

"who won the election?" and we answered,

"trump..."

and then they start cheering and chanting for him like the ugly white boys that they are. and i yelled after them,

"shut the fuck up you're literally annoying as fuck!1!1!"
but what was that gonna do ??? nada. anyway, then i start crying once again and all my friends are like crowding around me and hugging me and trying to console me and whatnot. bitch i cried like that girl in this here gif -