so today i didn't go to school because i woke up with a temperature and surprisingly, my mom let me stay home ??? and i didn't really want to go to school for starters idk i just wasn't feelin it today. but yeah i stayed home and i slept until like 1:30 pm and the night before i had went to sleep at like 11:03.
and yesterday i did something pretty bad that i wish i hadn't done and i don't wanna say what i did but i immediately knew i shouldn't have done it and i keep thinking i'm gonna get into trouble for it. and i'm like really paranoid that my friend who tells everyone everything is gonna tell people what i did even though i explicitly told her not to and she said she wouldn't so i'm real worried :( i don't wanna get in trouble lol but i'm gonna try not to sweat it lol. cuz once i did something "bad" with my guy friend (nothing sexual lol bye) and it was in school and nothing ever happened but ahh! the most trouble i've gotten into with the school the whole year is having to separate from my friend like lol i'm a good kid and i want to keep my whole trouble slate clean and yeah i was real worried the whole day. hope i didn't just jinx it but anyway i had to vent bro.
then later today i watched "little nikita" starring my baby boy river phoenix bc it was free on on demand so i mean why not !! and my dad tried to take this away from me but i yelled at him and i think he got the point.
then i spent like an hour doing homework i missed (got it from my friends) and now i'm about to touch up my english project and work it out yo.
might also be writing more of my river fic ;) it's the cutest thing i stg.
#zuzaf
