Nagising ako dahil sa bigat na nakapatong sa aking dibdib, napatingin ako kay Reina na ginawang unan ang katawan ko, ang kanyang kamay ay nakadapo sa abs ko habang ang kanyang mga paa ay nagkrus sa aking binti, halatang sarap na sarap siya sa kanyang pagtulog.
Nagbuntong hininga ako at saka tinanggal ang kanyang pagkakadikit sa akin, bumangon ako sa kama at saka ko sinuot ang aking mga damit, madilim ang kwarto, nang hinawi ko ang makapal na kurtinang nakatakip sa bintana ng kwarto ay agad na sumilip ang pagsikat ng araw, so it's morning.
I let my eyes adjust on the light, tumingin ako kay Reina, so pumayag akong makipag-date sa kanya, huh? I'll just break up with her kapag napagsawaan ko na ang katawan niya.
I'll fuck her until she cry and when I'm done, I'll leave her with her broken pieces and will care less. That's how I do things.
Hindi ko na kasalanan, it was her choice to date a man like me, a man... who Mrs. Cojuantel said to have Sadistic Personality Disorder, fuck that bitch of a specialist.
Napatingin ako sa kalapit na bahay nang may narinig akong tunog ng kotse, I stared at the room's window in front of me, seems like nobody lives here because there was nothing on the room.
I tilted my gaze to the open front of the vacant house and saw a car that was just parked, siguro doon nagmula ang narinig kong tunog ng kotse kanina lamang, lumabas ang isang babae sa driver's seat nito at halatang kakagaling lang siya sa biyahe, I stared and just couldn't ignore the familiarity of her figure.
She's too familiar that it triggered my anger, kumuyom ang kamao ko, all I wanted all of a sudden was to inflict pain to someone, lumingon ako kay Reina who was innocently sleeping, she was the only woman in here right now, I desired to make her cry all of a sudden, she moaned in her sleep that's why I stopped deadpanned.
Biglang lumambot ang puso ko at the sight of an angel, an angel that I just tainted last night...
I can't hurt Reina, I just pained her last night, she had enough. Umiling iling ako.
Huminga ako ng malalim saka ko pinikit ang aking mga mata, I need to control my temper, if I let my emotions control me masasaktan ko lang si Reina, I balled a fist using my hand and let my own fingers dig into my palm, the pain I felt gave me a temporary satisfaction and I started to calm down.
Muli kong sinilip ang babae sa labas na nilalabas na ang kanyang maleta mula sa likod ng kotse, nang humarap siya sa gate ng bahay ay nakita ko ng malinaw ang kanyang maamong mukha.
The face of the woman who broke me, the face of the woman who looked down on me that day, fuck, she's back.
Fairel...
Binuksan niya ang gate ng katabing bahay ni Reina at saka pumasok na, tila ba napako ako sa aking gawi na nakasilip sa kanya, she have no idea that I already know she's back, the last time I saw her she was on a TV show being interviewed about her recent teleserye.
My heart was racing so fast desiring her, desiring her to hurt, to break, to cry, I want her to feel the pain she inflicted to me, no, I want her to feel more than that. I want her to wish she died. I want her to wish she should've never been born.
You've shown me the beauty of pain, Fairel. Now I will give the favor back. I'll slowly break you and ruin your life like how you ruined mine. I'll break you and will keep on breaking you until there's none left to break.
I gazed at her as she enter the house, so she's occupying it, huh? Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga, I told you the moment you come back here is the moment you will wish you should have never returned, Fairel.
"Tornado?" Pinasadahan ko ng tingin si Reina na halatang kakagising lang, nang makita niya ako ay ngumiti siya, "akala ko umuwi ka na, hindi ko pa man rin alam kung taga-saan ka."
"Don't worry, I'll introduce you to my family soon." I smirked, namula naman siya dahil sa sinabi ko, bumangon na siya sa kama and her naked body stared into mine.
"Ano nga pala ginagawa mo sa tapat ng bintana?"
None of your fucking business, I shrugged, "may bagong lipat." Turo ko sa katabi niyang bahay, tumango naman siya na tila nakuha ang gusto kong iparating, lumapit ako sa kanya saka ko pinulupot ang kamay ko sa kanyang bewang, my other hand trailed her long leg up to her cherry, "does it hurt?" I whispered on her ears, I caressed the side of her slit and she gasped.
"Medyo. Ang sakit din kapag maglakad."
I nodded and inserted my ring finger inside her, she closed her eyes, "Tornado... masakit..." She bit her lower lip.
"What? I couldn't hear you." I smirked and put it deeper inside her, nangilid ang luha sa kanyang mata, a sign she was hurt. It made me happy and it made me want to see more.
Umurong na si Reina at tuluyan nang nailabas ang daliri kong basa na, sumimangot naman agad ako, "please let me rest... what happened last night was too much... it's sore..." Saad nito sabay turo sa bakat ng dugo na nasa kumot ng kama, a sign that I popped her cherry widly.
"So what? If I want you now then I want you now, you have no say." Lumapit ako sa kanya, "just because we had sex last night doesn't mean we can't do it again..."
"It was my first time, please... Tornado. Masakit pa talaga." Paika ika siyang umurong habang ako ay lumalapit, I looked at her as if she was a meat that I'm about to eat for breakfast.
"I thought you wanted to date me?"
She nodded with confidence.
"Then deal with me, I can only love you in pain." I smirked, I trapped her into the cold wall, I looked at her neck full of hickeys and bit it like a hungry vampire, she gasped as she feel the pain, I smirked. I wanted more and so I will have more.
My hands soon cupped on both of her mountains, I lowered my stand to face her breast, I separated her soft breast and forced my face in between it then sucked the skin, upon finishing the skin was wet and pinkish, my tongue licked her skin down to her belly button, "Tornado..." she moaned.
"Yes, Reina?"
"Stop... please..."
I smirked and inserted both my middle and ring finger inside her diamonds, "you're wet."
She gasped and closed her eye, I jerked my fingers in and out of her, I did it faster and her hands held on my shoulder as support, seems like her legs became jelly.
"T-Tornado..."
I did it faster, her moans became louder until I felt the release of warm thick liquid drip into my finger and stream down on her long legs, hinihingal si Reina na napayakap sa akin, "it hurts again..."
I felt a tear land on my bare shoulder, she was crying.
"Bakit ka umiiyak?"
"Because I couldn't resist you, even if it already hurts... I feel like a masochist..."
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