His Luna is a Bitch

Twenty

Edited

Eura's Pov:

"Ahh, uh," Ano'ng sasabihin ko?

Okay okay. Calm down Eura. Kalma lang. Find yourself. Okay okay, si Thunder ang mate mo, okay ka lang. Okay pa ba? Tae! Tae!

"Ate Eura? Okay ka lang?" tanong ni Macy.

Okay nga lang ba ako? "Ahh oo," Awkward akong natawa, "ano ka ba. Uhm, nagulat lang ako. Oo! Tama. Nagulat lang talaga ako." sagot ko. Oo at talagang defensive ako sa tonong ginamit mo. Kasi ... ano eh...

Masaya ako, yes super saya ko. Absolutely. 110 percent! Pero may part sakin na, hindi ko maipaliwanag, I have doubts. I have this unexplainable doubts towards us. Towards our bond, our mate bond.

I feel insecure, maybe because I'm a human? Wolf can reject their mates if they're weak, would he?

Nakatitig lang sakin si si Thunder. Seryosong titig na nagpapalambot ng tuhod ko. Gustong-gusto ko'ng sabihin sa kanya yung mga katagang-

"Thunder,ikaw ang mate ko? Sobrang saya ko.You don't know how happy I am to know this."

Or di kaya ...

''Ikaw pala ang pinakamalakas dito. I mean... wow! Hindi na naman na nakakagulat because you really look strong but the fact that you're my mate?! Just ... wow!''

The feeling that you want to compliment him tell him how thankful you are. I just can't do it. Natatakot ako. My confidence is withering.

I'm afraid that he doesn't feel the same. I'm scared of rejection.

Thunder's Pov:

I was waiting for her to sa those words too. To say the words she said to Xenon. To say those compliments. I want her to say it too, but I want it to be for me. I want to hear her proudly saying that I'm her mate. I want to see the happiness in her eyes while looking at me whenever she said I am hers.

But I waited for nothing. Yes. She didn't say anything except for the word nagulat. She was just shock.

Ayaw nya ba sakin? Sa amin? Does she like Xenon more than me? Does she think he's better? I am her mate pero bakit parang 'di nya matanggap? Was she shock because she didn't expect it or she just couldn't accept it not because she can't but because she doesn't want 'to. Because she was expecting for someone else to be her mate and sadly, that someone else is not me.

"Alpha.."

Zyke called me using our mind link. I look at him sharply.

''Shut up.''

I know everyone heard us, that's why they all grasp. I wasn't able to block other werewolf around us. Tss. I'm pissed as fvck.

"Sorry alpha..."

Hinging paumanhin ni Zyke, as much as i wanted to say I'm sorry, I can't. Wala akong ibang magawa kundi isipin that she will reject me.

''Don't let her thunder! Do not let her reject us! Do something!! Court her!! Just don't let her.'' Storm begged. May magagawa pa ba ako para pigilan sya if she really don't want us? Alangan namang pilitin ko sya para sakin. Ipagpilitan ko ba ang sarili ko sa kanya?

I shake my head, "we can't force her, Storm. I can't force her."

Kalmadong tugon ko pero sa totoo lang gusto ko ng magwala sa tuwing iisipin ko na mawawala sya sakin. Damn life! Damn Xenon! Gagawin ko na sana ang ipinayo niya pero punyeta siya pa pala ang magiging kaagaw ko! Fvck.