..Keeping My Bestfreind's Heart.. (Lucky Aces) Book 1: For The Love Of AC

Part 63: The Truth

AC's POV

How many days or weeks or is it already months? I don't know, I lost count the days after we broke-up.

But the pain is still fresh..the wounds hasn't healed..how will it be healed when every day is like a mourning for me. I'm seems grieving over a lost
..which literally I am.

I saw them like almost everywhere..in the canteen..Margareth is making subo the food to Lucky..In the gym while Lucky is playing basketball in our P.E., Margareth would walk towards him handed a bottle of water or wipe Lucky's sweat. We even cross paths in the hallway! So tell me how can I fucking move on?!!

Gravity is easier to learn than acceleration..we easily fall..but moving on is a hard thing!

Margareth is right, everytime I saw them, my heart is ripping apart..seems like someone squeeze it from the inside. She told me, before she get envious in me because I have Lucky, but the table is turn in favor of her..she already have Lucky..

What more even aches is when I get no explanation of our sudden split. Yun leng! sorry leng! tipos neh! Doesn't I deserved a well explained part?! Am I not worth it?!

"Huwag mo nang tingnan kung masasaktan ka rin lang naman"

I face Keziah.

"Mesikit perin Kezh..in the night before I sleep..I would cry over..until I sleep"

"Malay mo naman kasi, may dahilan si Lucky diba?"

"And what could be his reason? To test the love I have for him? To test me how long I can endure the pain? Or hurting me this way?"

"Basta!"

"I don't know Kezh..but this scene is getting an eye sore"

I'm referring to Margareth and Lucky which Margareth is making punas again of Lucky's sweat!

I stood up and get my bag from the bleacher.

"I'll go ahead of you..you know I'll be going home alone" I smile bitterly

Keziah just nod.

That's one thing I couldn't understand.. at first they are mad of what Lucky did, but the next day they keep on trying to tell me maybe he has a reason. Haayyy..

I walked to the exit and grab a cab. Another day..another aching day!

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Keziah's POV

Naawa na talaga ako kay AC, kung pwedi ko nga lang sabihin lahat sa kanya..kaso di naman pwedi. Haayyy..Bakit pa kasi tayo nasasaktan, diba pweding happy lang?

Peru sabi nga nila, pag nasaktan ka, tao ka! Peru si Margareth tao kaya? Parang hindi naman..parang demonyo na nagkatawang tao! Sarap kaya niyang tadtarin ng pinung-pino, tapos igigisa sa kumukulong mantika!

Nakuuuu! Talaga!! Pag ako di makapagpigil, aahitin ko lahat ng buhok niya..as in lahat..pati dun sa down there niya! nang makalbo na lahat!

"Keziah babes, bakit nakabusangot na naman yang mukha mo?"

"Kita mo yang higad na nakalingkis na parang sawa kay Lucky, Diyos ko! may ilalandi pa ba ang babaeng yan?! hindi naman natin yan classmate sa P.E. Bakit parating narito?!

"Siyempre binabakuran si Lucky!"

"Yun na nga eh..kung makabakod, kala mo totoong kanya!"

"Hayaan mo na si Lucky ang dumiskarte diyan mahal, halika na uwi na tayo"

"Teka lang, C.R. muna ako saglit"

Tumakbo ako papuntang C.R. Nang papalabas na sana ako ng cubicle may narinig akong nag-uusap na mga babae sa labas, di ko sana papansinin peru nang marinig ko ang pinag-uusapan nila, napatda ako sa aking kinatatayuan!