..Keeping My Bestfreind's Heart.. (Lucky Aces) Book 1: For The Love Of AC

Part 31: Missing

I walked home alone..again..

I miss walking while talking with AC with random things. But I guess it won't happened again. She's already swift with that Brace guy.

When I get home, I informed Mom I'm not eating dinner, telling her I'm still full. She give me a questioning look but didn't say anything.

I climb up the stair, went in my room and slammed myself above my bed. What a tiring day..for my heart..

I rolled aside and saw AC's picture in the bedside table smiling at me. I get the frame and talk to it.

"I miss you..so bad..it aching inside to think your enjoying other company aside of me..Do you still think of me? Do you still care for me? Do still give a damn asking how I'm doing?

I miss your smile and your sweet gestures when I'm not feeling okay"

I let go of a heavy sigh..I brought the frame in my chest and hug it.

I love you AC..so much..

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I was interrupted by my thought when I heard someone is knocking on my door. I put the frame back to its place and Dad walk in, I seat criss-cross and he seat in edge of the bed.

"Hey buddy, your Mom told me you haven't take your dinner, you're not feeling well?"

"I'm fine dad, I'm not yet hungry"

"Is that so?"

"Yeah, don't worry I'm good"

"You can't hide anything from me son, I know your not, I'm your Dad, common, what is it that bothers you?"

I took a deep breath. I think it's a good outlet there's someone I could talk to.

"I guess I'm already late for my feelings for AC Dad" I said sadly

"Why, she's already had boyfriend?"

"She's seeing someone lately"

"Are they in a relationship?"

"I guess about to, the guy is quite popular, he's a celebrity and all and he's paying so much effort to her"

"So your backing out, because he's like that?

"I wish I could say No, but dad everytime I saw them together, it kills me"

"You're really into her son"

"I think so". I lean my back on the head board.

"Just fallow what your heart dictates, just don't lost yourself in the process."

"Yeah, thanks Dad"

"Sure buddy, so think it over okay?"

I nod at him as he walked away to get out in my room.

I stood up and walk towards my terrace that joints my bedroom.

I'm looking a far. I could see through the silhouette light of the moon that is beaming radiantly through my face.

Andree Camille..

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AC's POV

I am standing near my window and look outside.

The moon lighten up the gray sky. I shove away my window curtains and open the glass slide.

I miss him..terribly..

It seems we haven't seen each other for a long time. We haven't talked the way we used to. I miss giggling with him over small things and most of all I miss his presence.

Lucky...

Do you have an idea that your driven me crazy lately?? I'm with Brace, but never in a minute your away in my mind. I'm with Brace, but I'm wishing it was you I'm with. It was Brace who serenade me but I wish it was you.

I wrapped my body with my arms as I feel the cold wind envading inside.

How long will we stay this way??