My Big fat friendzone

Chapter 38

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Chapter 38

"He likes you ! He likes you ! He likes you !

Those 3 words. " He . likes . you"

They were ringing in my head.

" jai fucking likes you mikayla and it kills me."

no but he hurt me. Jai hurt me , he certainly does not like me.

I once again, began to cry. Seriously though what has my life become .

Keep it together mikayla.

i wiped my tears and faced elias,

" and im so jelous of him , he gets to spend every waking moment with you and here i am either flirting With you Or pouring my heart out to you as the only way to talk to you for atleast a minute."

" elias its not...." " what do i have to do for you to atleast look at me the way you look at him, what will it take for you to love me the same way you love jai? .

am i on my period or? Because i cant stop feeling This weird feeling Of guilt, Sadness and grief.

" tell me what it is because im dieing just a little everyday ,and no i cant control my emotions for you because i have never not loved you"

Has mother nature turned the tables for me ? Or is she still playing these games,

FYIi dont like these types of games one bit.

Elias has finally felt what i felt. He knows how it feels to like someone or atleast, be attracted to them and for them not to feel exactly the same way.

Im not saying its a good thing, because i found myself going to grab his hand.

Elias just kept blabbing on about his true feelings, i didnt stop

Him though , ive never seen his true side. This is it.

" i cant show my feelings the way jai does and i know im

Not worth having a girl like you listening to my sappy stories but i

Cant help myself.

With that elias Lay his head on the steering wheel

crying.

Yes crying.

You

Didnt

Read

wrong.

Elias Was Crying

C-R-Y-I-N-G

He was legitematly in tears, drowning in them, have i caused this? No i wont blame

Myself for this, i have allot to

Worry about , but then again, how could i not have seen this coming?

Stupid mikayla . Loco

How long has elias liked me for? If he did is this how he showed me ? Rocking up to school looking like a calvin klein model during a fashion show and either reject me or flirt with other girls right infront of my face?

Well.

elias had a weird

Way of showing his affection.

Why was i mad at him all of a sudden?

If i liked him and was waiting for his confession i would be tripping out right now but this was not happening.

I didnt even like the bloke

I DONT even like the bloke. But i found myself doing very stupid things. Wait for it.

" elias " i almost stuttered. He was sobbing like a kid.

" elias" i whispered again as i touched his shoulder, i had no clue what to do we were both so emotionally unstable.

I had to get my mind off things,

So did he .

" elias please , please stop crying its not like that, you have trust me , you trust me dont you?"

He immediately shot his head up , his striking ocean blue eyes rimmed red, hurt and tear filled meeting mine, he continued to stare at me , study my reaction, lifting his arm to wipe his tears off with his sleeves.

" i shouldnt be doing this , im

So stupid, what am i even doing, why am i such a dick, i dont know what got into me, why i picked you up, im i just

I cant talk right now , be spoke inbetween short breaths an sobbs.

I laughed at how cute he was being, which made him giggle abit as well.

" tall about period moods wings elias " i spoke which also made him chuckle a bit more.

Honestly he look soo much cuter laughing than crying, doesent everyone?

Since i made him laugh......

I know. I know this wasent the right time for such a question, but curiosty , damn you curiousity

It was eating me alive.

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