My Big fat friendzone

Part 45

as i built up enough courage to clear my throat rather loudly, shall I add, ruby stiffened as she picked at her nails in attempt to pace her breath, breathing only from her mouth. "who ever you are i have pepper spray and my father is cheif of police" 

" its just me rubes, mikayla"
my nose cringed while waiting for her to turn around or at least say something, i was beggining to think this was not such a good idea, good going mikayla, there you go fucking up one more friendship, applauses for you child of god.

" oh sweet baby jesus, you scared the living **** out of me gof mikayla , you know i dont do surprises".

so she was surprised to see me? interesting...

she was now sat on the park bench breathing as if she had just been on an escape artist show gone wrong. i forced myself to act like this conversation would go smooth sail and not in any havent seen my best girlfriend in months awkward kind of way.......  one can dream right?

why would it be awkward? 

hehahaha ( sobs)

i quietly sat down next to here on the opposite side of the bench, because sitting on her lap would be just a tad too soon...

ruby did not look up just ahead, at what i dont know but damn it looked like it came out of a nicholas sparks movie." ruby" she snickered " what"

" so how have you been?" i said " your joking right?" harshhhh niggha

"dont make this seem causal mikayla, just dont do that" she spat venom at me,

she leaned across the bench so that she was now within breathes proximity, tbh i was hoping the garlic bread i had earlier would be an accessory for my murder after this conversation ended.

time moved easily s we sat their talking about all the mischeif we got up to at anels sleepover last summer after a long 1 minutes silence that defeaned me. we spoke about how we got her brother high and bake a cake at the same time, lets just say he has quite a burn scar on his left bum cheek.

" you just shut me out mikayala, how could you do that"?

way to spring something on easy ruby...

now this is what we were both waiting to talk about..

wish me luck

r.i.p mikayla