My Big fat friendzone

well fuck me.

Chapter 46

This was going to get dirty, and fast. As dirty as Nicki Minaj's lyrics. Now this, this is not at all what I anticipated, when did I ever think I'd come across ruby or anyone for that matter. It's been a long time how in hell am I supposed to break the ice that is un-penetrable.

"Ruby, I...I.....I"

"Mikayla, don't even try, I don't know what's been going on with you but I thought I was your best friend, like you didn't even tell me about Elias how could you not tell me about Elias!

Uh ohm I knew this was not going to be good

Are you kidding me he is major hot!

Oh, okay I thought this would have ended differently... but I saw the glint in her eye, no matter what goes on between us ruby and I will always be ruby and I, no change in time or difference will ever effect our strong bond.

We sat and spoke about our school days and how everything was so different, how in preschool the only thing on our minds was playing in the sand pit and now the world was out sandpit, only the cement truck comes to poke around more than a couple of times a day.

We laughed until our eyes were teary and although the night was still young for us seniors, I knew ruby's mum would never let her out past 12.00pm. "Time you should get back now aye rubes"

We walked all the way to her house and before I could stomach the words ruby had already spoken

"I'm sorry mikki"

"I should of called you when you mum died I should I called you the moment I noticed you weren't at school as much and I should of called you the moment I realised you weren't sending me 1000 texts messages at lights speed I'm real really sorry your my best friend and I never want to lose you as that just please forgive me.

Tears in my eyes, I engulfed her in a hug that almost felt as if I was hugging... no Mikayla, don't let that happen again. Not him, not I did not feel like,

Aw fuck.

Fucking jai

Fuck fuck fuck.

I guess next time I'll be hugging someone, it'll either be me violently hugging jai's neck to death (strangling) or...

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my lovely children of god. hello and greeting once again from your truly. ive been away for such a long time (9 months now) but ill make it sound casual. if you didnt already know ive been balls deep in my hsc work and im on the brink of ending my exams for the last time in my life so its a big thing and i want to do good obviously. so for that reason im so sorry that ive taken so long to upload. i might be abit rusty in the next chapters just because i have to re read the story to remember what i want to do and where i wanted to go in the plot, and ill be right back to my self. this story will end soon,  bevause i think its getting too long and also because i started a new book lea go round. so i love ya and please keeeep on keeping on ! im back just gotta get my creative juices flowinn