My Big fat friendzone

chapter 43

Chapter 43

Recap :

Elias: “ lets get you home mikayla”

When the ever so fancy red chevi passed the street sign “Theodore street” I didn’t only shudder at the thought of facing jaidon who sits up in his room but I got a bad case of the shivers. Damn me and my anxiety. I kept punching myself in my brain “ just man up” I mumbled under my breath “ man up”

“who are you talking to?” elias asked

“ umm….no one. eyes on the road”

All the thoughts came rushing to my head so fast it felt as if the Malaysian tsunami was hitting me.i cant fathom it. The drama that had happened between jai and I played with my emotions up to the point where I was about to legitimately loose my virginity to a boy whom I lust over . how much more foolish can I get? Jai what have you done to me (surrender pose, shaking fists in air)elias was bound to have sensed my frustration, not only due to my self induced mumbling but because of all the fidgeting happening. I mean if it were me id think I was getting ready for a damn hoe down. Yeehaw. The moment he rolled down the window on my side I felt the harsh breeze swoop in and smack me right in the face. Thanks universe. I felt the breeze hit my now tear dried cheeks , lost. That is all I felt. Just lost. What the heck I always felt lost without him. When the four fingered ring man came, when I was alone at home, when my friends all left me, my own mother. Its him, its always been him. I was contemplating whether or not I was ready to speak to jai. “ just stop me here elias, I can walk the rest of the way” I said smiling half heartedly at his cuteness. I take back all the times I called him a jerk. He could of easily pinned me down and like… raped me. He really opened my eyes. Elias was after all.. a good guy. Immediately I felt the warmth of his hand on my thigh with the most sympathetic look plastered on his face. “ are you sure mikayla., I have no problem in dropping you off at your place”. “ no, its okay I really need to clear my mind anyway, but thankyou so much for today I needed some time off” he picked a strand of my hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. “ everything will be okay, it will turn out for the best I promise, and if it doesn’t, I wouldn’t mind you know..” and I giggled, this guy is such a cocky bastard, no matter what situation he is put in. I held his gaze for a couple of seconds before unbuckling my seatbelt and getting out of his car. Before I did, I turned around to see elias watching my every move.i leaned in and lightly kissed him on the cheek. “ thankyou elias”. He smiled and hugged me as tightly as one could while extending arms and bodies across several lengths.” Anytime sweetcheeks, im here” same old elias. “ if you need anything give me a call aye”. I smiled at him genuinely and he was off.

Turning around, my own background music somehow started playing

Get ready for drama

DUN DUN DUUUUN.