My Big fat friendzone

chapter 33

new update!!! i just came back from work so i thought it was time to update maa bitches!! so im handing this in as my english assignment, idc if i swear and stuff :P. i have this massive rash and i can help but itch myself, god.anyways!! great chapters ahead heaps planned!! more problems are going to happemn soon, its not all based around jai and mikaylal anymore, time to give that one a break.anyways! enjoy!vote! and happy reading !! thanks for the votes and stuff!! i appreciate it ! loveyouall!

chapter 33

I was just about finished the last bite of that apple, I usually eat it whole, the seeds the apple core, ALL! Ever since I was a fetus. Sometimes I get called a freak for doing that.dad use to say id “grow a tree in my stomach” oh how much I miss him!

Except for the little stem the pokes upwards from the apple, I like to play a little game I learnt from watching puberty blues, were you keep twisting the apple stem clockwise until it is completely decapitated and every full twist you have to say the letters of the alphabet in chronological order until the stem is fully dispatched from the apple, which ever letter you land on the first name that starts with that letter determines the person you will marry. The apple knows all.

Kind of cheesy but its fun. Don't judge me.

I began twisting that stem so slowly just for dramatic effect, stepping on each tile on the pathway, being cautious of each crack in the earth, making myself believe just until I reach jai's house that, the ground under me is a lake of fuming lava that only gets hotter and hotter, eventually falling into a volcano of furious magma as the same time.

First twist, A, B, C, D, E it was about to come off so I twisted one last time, is it Elias? Will it come off? I closed my eyes and twisted, I opened my right eye, oh shit, its still attached, okay, F , G, H, I , J and it snapped, hmmm let me think, first boys name  that pops in my mind.

Jai!

I blushed to myself, its weird but i did. Jai out of all the names! Right now! In this situation! Fate you must have made a mistake! Mother Nature is clearly playing games with me. Having a conversation amongst myself in my brain always ends up either in a disaster or an amazing evil yet grand plot against Torrance Mchaefer.

Soliloquies are meant for Shakespeare not teenaged girls.

I guess its jai.

When I finally reached jai's domain, I didn’t need to knock on the door, since his parents were out like always, taking daily trips to jai's grandparents was essential to them, god know what his grandparents would do without them, its so cute!

The door wasn’t locked so I just walked in, like usual, I could hear music playing in the background coming from jai's room. "JAAAAAAAI" I shouted, I don’t think he heard me, since there was no reply, I was actually kind of embarrassed. 

when I opened the door of his room I saw him shuffling with some papers at his study table and quickly hesitated when I walked in, off queue "warn a person dude, sheesh , what if I was changing or something , have some class" jai began to lecture. "Sook, stop crying, you weren't changing so shh!” I put my finger over his mouth.

I went in for a hug and he hugged me back, jais hugs were so cute it was like hugging a teddy bear. “so what are we doing today Mr."

I asked as I flung myself onto jais waterbed that was like the most comfiest bed in the entire universe, I could hear the water under me clashing against the sides of the thick plastic mattress, "mmmmm, I was thinking we could go to the movies and watch something, but I have to run over to joel's house to grab your ring and well be off in a bit? Whaddya say?

"Sounds like a plan, you go to Joel’s and ill wait here, don’t be long though"

I said to jai as he laced up his navy blue vans that I had bought him for his last birthday, "nahh I wont be too long , cya in a bit" he smiled at me and walked out the door. I watched closely as jai walked on the footpath and took the first left street to Luke’s house, i thought to myself; its a pretty good time to rummage through jai's belongings, since he's not here and uhh, you know, I  might as well, look at some belongings, snoop around. I began at his desk, looking at old photos of us in year 7 as fetus teenagers, letters from school, exam papers, assignments, music sheets and his phone charger plugged into his Mac book. 

I walked over to his bookshelf, I never noticed that jai likes to read, so that was pretty cool. I looked through every shelf from bottom to top.

Looking at the books, one book in particular caught my eye; it was the book "the perks of being a wallflower"

Its not the book itself that confused me, it was a paper that was slightly sticking out of the top, I had the biggest urge to take it and see what it is, I'm sure jai wouldn't mind, besides,  its jai, there are no secrets between me and him. 

I couldn't help myself, I had to see what it was, it’s not like it was some kind of love letter or something...

Once I began to read it my heart started to pound, I couldn’t handle what I read.