My Big fat friendzone

Chapter 31

Im not sure if i should end it soon, I've got around 15-20 chapters left, I'm trying to detail them as much as i can. Well, here it is !! Chapter 31 !!! Short, because it wouldnt make much sense if i stuck them together :)

Chapter 31

New message

Jai 💜

Im Sorry about tonight what happened tonight. i don't know what go into me,i wanted to make you feel better,i hate to see you this upset, but i couldn't help myself,you looked so beautiful, i don't know why i did it,i think ,i don't know,Mikayla i need to tell you this because i cant stand to see you get hurt,elias is hurting you,please,don't go down that path,i would never forgive myself if i let you go,stay with me ,you might think you'll be happy, that everything will work out between you both, you don't deserve someone who doesn't treat you like a princess, ill be your wings,all you have to do is take my hand and i promise you ,you will be safe forever.

Its getting hard for me to sleep .harder for me everyday, to shield the pain inside my heart for any longer, tell me what i have to do for you to like me as much as you like elias,Mikayla,

I think.... i Love You.

I locked my phone with tears in my eyes,. and a hole in my heart,a deep , burning hole.

I understand it all now,all those kisses from jai,they weren't just to shut me up,they weren't just to show me how it could happen,he meant them,and ill tell you something,all those kisses i gave back,i meant them,they meant the world to me,but i still cant believe my strong feelings for jai.

Ill tell you the truth, every little detail of my reaction you ask?

Weird.

Thoughts?

Mutual

Was i surprised?

No

Why?

Because i love him too.