Too far gone

Toaster fixes all

--- Jimmy's POV ---

This box. I swear, I will murder this box. I can't take this anymore. It was bad enough the first time he did it. Then a second. And a third. And I've honestly lost track as to how many times he's done this junk now. I don't understand why he's doing this, or how, but he is and I'm tired of it. I've been trying to figure it out for two years now and I can't think of anything. He's a ghost thing, I don't know anything about ghosts! Gregory would know but he doesn't speak to me. He's come out a few times but only to play with that box. I keep telling him to stop everytime. Telling him that that box he calls his friend is no good. But he never listens. It's like he doesn't want to. Maybe he doesn't, maybe he likes living in fantasy. Thinking that everything is fine and he's not in any danger. That would make sense actually.. he's even started to block me out, pushing me even deeper into his mind. Er, my mind. Or... Ghost's... mind...? I don't when know anymore, it's all so confusing.

Still, I need help. I need someone who can stop this. This has been going on too long. Ghost will play with Box friend, they'll go outside, box will take him to that old house near school, play with him until he passes out, wait for Gregory to show up, then erase their memories. As far as Ghost and Gregory know box friend just showed up today. They don't know this has been going on for two years now. Their childhood is being erased, not that I care and not that Greg ever could have one, but it needs to stop...

I've been thinking... the only person I know who knows anything about ghosts is that British kid. Toast, I think it was.. no, Toaster. Definitely Toaster, that's his name. Anyway, I need to get to his house somehow. If it even is still his house. They may have moved, maybe even back to England, who knows. I use need to get there, I need to try. But how do I get control? As far as I know, the only times I can get out is when Ghost is panicking or when he's unconcious. So I either need to wait for him to freak out for some odd reason or take over when he's passed out. And you're probably asking why I haven't done this before considering it's been going on for years. Well, for one, I didn't think about it until a few months ago, and two, Greg keeps taking control before I can get out. He literally shoves me back into our mind and traps me there. I haven't been able to find a way to beat him to it... I just need out... but how....

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A/N
I've hit another part of the story where I know what I'm saying but I don't know how to explain it. So the chapters may be abit shorter than usual.
Be sure to let me know if this makes any sense to you, and don't be afraid to ask questions. I'm not the best at explaining myself, so knowing what I'm not explaining may help me... focus... on.., that part... see, there it goes. My inability to explain my thoughts! Yay!
I hope this chapter cleared up a few things for you guys. I'd love to say more, but I can only say what the characters know sadly... (In all honesty, sometimes they know more than I do.)