Chapter 29

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Simon's POV
I soon found myself outside the sidemen house once again. I feel horrible knowing that I hurt Olivia, I hope she can forgive me.

I knocked on the door and I was soon greeted by Harry. "Simon" he said as he let me inside. "Hey man, look I'm sorry for what happened last night. I really didn't mean anything that I said" I told Harry. He then embraced me in a quick hug "no worries bro, Josh told us what you said on the phone" he said as he smiled at me. I returned the smile "is Olivia here? I need to apologise to her" I said.
"Yeah she's in her room, she's refusing to come out though" Harry replied.

I walked upstairs and soon found myself outside the room, I knocked on the door and waited for a reply. I heard Olivia telling me to come in from the other side of the door. I opened it and walked in. Her eyes immediately lit up once she saw me. She came rushing over to me "Simon, you're here" she said as she pulled me into a hug.

"I'm here to see you, can we sit down?" I asked. "Of course" she replied smiling as we down on the bed. "Olivia I'm so sorry for the way I spoke to you last night. I don't remember what happened but I was told I was acting like an asshole. You know I would never mean to say those things" I said as I looking at Olivia. I saw a smile start to form on her face. "You're forgiven, I know you would never mean to say that, it was just the drink talking" she said smiling at me.

"Thank you, it'll never happen again" I said as I smiled back at her. "Oh Simon I'm so happy you're here" she then leaned in close to and tried to kiss me. I then put my hand out and stopped her and I lightly pushed her back. "Why did you do that?" She asked me. "Because I think it's still best not being together" I said, this hurt my heart as the words escaped my mouth. I quickly saw Olivia's expression change.

"But I thought you came back to get me back" she said as she looked into my eyes but also sounded sad. "I came here to apologise, Olivia you have to understand where I'm coming from here. If we get back together and I end up going to prison then you're gonna lose me, I'm gonna be gone for a long time. Don't you think it's best if we end things now so it's less painful in the future?" I explained to her.

"But you don't know if you're definitely going to prison and if you do then i still want to be with you, I'll wait forever just to be with you Simon" she said as a tear escaped her eye. "You don't know that, you deserve someone who will make you happy" I said as a felt my eyes tear up. "But you make me happy, I want you and only you" she said as she began to cry.

"I want you too, but I can't leave you here by yourself. That's why I'm saying these things, I don't want to break up with you and it may be the only way" I said.
"There are other ways we can get through this together, please Simon. Please can we just try, I need you and you need me just as much" I could see the care and love in her eyes. She really does love me.

I sighed and eventually spoke "you're right, what am I saying? I don't want to break up with you, I love you and I'm stupid for even mentioning it in the first place. Things have been difficult, I never meant to hurt you and I hope I can make it up to you" I said. Olivia then looked over at me again "so you'll get back with me?" She questioned sounding hopeful.

"Yes" I replied. She then practically jumped on me and hugged me tightly. I hugged her back as I kissed the top of her head. "Can you forgive me?" I asked. "I already have" she replied.
"No I mean for breaking up with you" I said. "Of course I forgive you" she said with a big smile as she kissed me.

"Don't you have exams coming up?" I asked as I hugged Olivia on the bed. "Yeah but I've been so distracted that I haven't done much" she said looking down. "Tut tut, I don't want you failing your exams" I said looking at her. She began to giggle and I tried to look at her with a serious expression. This caused her to laugh more. "Stop laughing this is serious" I said.

She then laughed even louder "you leave me with no other choice" I then sat up and began to tickle her. This caused her to scream out loud as I continued to tickle her. "Simon'! Stop! Please!" She said as she tried to get off the bed. "Are you going to revise?" I said still tickling her.
"Yes yes, I will" she said still laughing. I stopped tickling her as she tried to calm down. She then got up and sat down at the desk, she got out her book and opened it.

She then looked at me with the puppy dog face. "Yes" I said to her. "Can you help me?" She said with a childish voice. "Fiiiiine" I replied as I sat down next to her. I watched as Olivia flicked through the book, I was looking at her face and thought to myself. She's so beautiful, I've definitely made the right decision. I'll never leave her again.

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