Entry 21: Liefdesverdriet

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She went closer. I moved away.

Paulit-ulit naming ginawa 'yon hanggang maramdaman ko ang dingding sa likod ko. Napalunok na lamang ako ng makita ang kanyang mapang-akit na ngiti, na parang may masamang balak. Well, meron naman talaga. Wala na akong tatakasan. Naramdaman ko na lamang ang pagdikit ng balat namin at para akong kinuryente ng ilang boltahe. She's too close. As if she's suffocating me. This is too much.

"Hanggang kailan ka ba magpipigil, Mr. Detective?" mapang-asar na wika ni Ariana. She likes torturing me like this, if I only had something against her, she will not do this. She wanted to be free yet protected, a wish that only I had the power to give but she has the power to make me her dog. Curse her blackmails.

She placed her hands on the top of mine as she leaned closer. She's really tempting. Ariana is a fine woman. She's only 25 years old yet she has the sex appeal that no man can resist. Sobra-sobra na atang pagpipigil ang ginawa ko. I'm not a virgin anymore but not her. I can have any woman, just not her.

She's a suspect on my top case. She's the leading suspect for the mercy killing of 11 people. I wouldn't want it to consider as mercy because what the murderer did to them was too much. Multiple gunshots in the head and chest area. Some of the limbs are torn out. One has his heart removed, and some has their other organs ripped out. Would that be considered merciful?

I suddenly get distracted when I felt soft lips landed on mine. Ariana, why are you so difficult? She squeezed my hands as if she's telling me to respond. I stiffened. This is wrong.

I mustn't respond.

But the heat and intensity is rising and it's like my body has its mind of its own. My mind is telling me to stop but my body did the opposite. She felt that I responded and a crest on her lips formed. I must have gone crazy that I responded.

Kung ganito ba naman kaganda ang humalik sa'yo, hindi ka ba matutukso?

Matapos n'on ay agad naming hinabol ang paghinga. Ilang minuto siguro ang tinagal namin and it was like a drug, nakakaadik.

She stared at me as if I did a crime. Apparently, I did. I saw her scintillating smile. She must have felt the beat of my heart and thought that I have responded to her kisses. Natutuwa siyang bumigay ako sa kan'ya. I can't deny the fact that this girl in front of me is a walking temptation, a professional seductress.

"Nasa harap mo na ako, you're still thinking of me? You fell that hard?" she joked. Bigla naman siyang natawa nang tingnan ko siya ng masama. Her laugh seems to be a music to my ears, sobrang babae niya kapag tumatawa, good thing na walang kasamang hampas ang pagtawa niya. Still, what am I doing with a suspect?

I rolled my eyes dahil patuloy pa rin siya sa pagtawa. Her eyes are squinted like a Chinese and her laugh echoed in the room. Kanina lang, napaka-seductive ng babaeng ito then she turned to a crazy woman.

"What do you want?" I asked her. I knew that she wants something with me. Hindi naman siya pupunta rito kung wala siyang kailangan sa akin. She's one of my primary suspects. Kung iisipin niya na madadaan niya ako sa paglalandi niya sa akin, just to have information or she wants me to free her... I'm not that kind of man.

"I want you," I felt her hands touched my chest. Ugh, she's distracting me again.

"Say it before I make you crawl out of this place," I sneered.

"Your life is boring. Kapag sinabi ko sa'yo, edi nawalan na ng thrill?" sagot naman niya sabay layo sa akin. Buti na lang talaga lumayo siya. Feeling ko, mamamatay na ako sa hindi pag-hinga o kaya hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko at sunggaban na siya. Mahirap na't kami lang ang naririto sa kwarto.

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