the summer (a Mikey Fusco Love Story)

Chapter 30

A/N: I love you guys so much:) I love this chapter and new chapter so I hope you do too:) Please Vote, comment, and follow me, thankkkkk you:) oh and I've decided that I kind of imagine Spencer looking like that boy down there. Don't know his name but I want to.

"Spencer please? control your anger." I said getting up off the ground. I didn't know what else to say to him, I mean he looked so hurt that I just didn't know what to say to him. Oh My God I thought realizing that this wasn't about me it was about how much I was hurting Spencer. How could I have done this to him? I suddenly felt like my emotions flipflopped.

"Oh My God Spencer, I just had an epiphany, I am so sorry, please forgive me?" I begged realizing how wrong I had been to do that to him even if I still had feelings for Mikey my feelings for Spencer were stronger. It would never work out with Mikey anyways, I mean sure there's a lot of talk about long distance relationships but it would never work. I needed someone here for me and not in New Jersey. We would never be able to kiss, hug, or even take long walks down the beach together. I paused and looked around at the two faces that were haunting me. I took a deep breath, "and Mikey I'm sorry but I think it's best if we just forget that any of this ever even happened." I muttered and walked back over to my car.

I was hesitant about whether Spencer would take me back or not but I kept my fingers crossed. "I'll call McKay to come and pick you up." I said leaving him on the side of the road on the ground. I squeezed my eyes shut at the thought but knew it was for the better.

"Thank you." Spencer calmly said as we drove off. "You were killing me."

I smiled faintly and drove away with the feeling of guilt lurking on me. I calmed myself nowing that soon Mikey would be gone and could soon forget that anything ever happened.

"I'm sorry Spencer." I said again trying to use the words as much as possible.

"I really do love you Kalen, but......" He said pausing on the worst word possible. My heart sank to my stomach as I swallowed. This was the moment of truth. "and I would do anything for you and to have you all to myself means everything to me." He smiled easing my nerves. It was really nice to hear him say that. "but when that Asshole was around I felt like you didn't want anything to do with me." His smile faded slowly.

"Spenc, " I paused taking a good look at him. "I love you too, and I'm sorry for ever making you feel that way, it just that I went through a really though time this summer." I thought back knowing how things had ended between Mikey and myself. "and I guess I just needed that final goodbye to get over it." I felt a sense of secruity now that everything was good between us.

"I'm so happy to have you back." Spencer said grabbing my hand with the hand that wasn't holding onto the steering wheel..

"Me too." I said wrapping my fingers with his. It was so nice to have this back. I was gonna be perfectly fine and so would Mikey if he could move on, just like the way I was.

　

　

Two days had passed and I had hardly even heard from Mikey, I mean sure he was staying in my house until Lord knows when but I had pretty much avoided all conversation because It was too damn hard. I had no idea how long he planned on staying or when he was going, but I really hoped it was soon. As mean as that sounds it was just too hard for me to go about daily activities when I had a chain holding me down, so I pretty hadn't left my room in the past two days other than going to and from school but I had no clue what Mikey was doing, watching Tv? What else did he have to do?

Spencer was supposed to be here soon and I anxiously waited at the window for his pearl white car. It was finally the weekend and I couldn't be any happier. Spencer and I were going out for Ice cream and playing baseball/softball.. He liked baseball, I liked softball so we were pretty much just playing a made up version with a couple of friends. Since my friends were all into softball and his were really into baseball we decided that it would be a fun thing to do.

"Thank god." I whispered when I saw that his car had finally pulled in the driveway. I had been pacing my room for at least an half an hour because I didn't have anything better to do with my patheitc time.

"Hey." He called from outside. I walked out onto the balcony to where he was standing right beneath it.

"Hey." I replied smiling at our now steady relationship.

"come on down here so we can go." He laughed poitning to his car which he hadleft on.

"I'm waiting." I joked waiting for him to say it. I laughed childishly at myself before slipping some old tennis shoes on.

"Rapunzel, Rapunzel let down your hair." He sighed this had become a constant thing between us everytime he came to my house. I personally thought it was just hilarious.

"Oh, my prince charming has come." I said putting a hand to my chest in mock surprise. Acting like a princess was one of the things I did best.

"come down here." He laughed at me holding his arm out in front of him. "Jump." I went along and stood on the railing then sat down ever so carefully before pushing myself off. I softly landded in his arms and he wasn't about to let me down.

"How can I ever repay you?" I said smiling brightly.

"I have an idea." He said leaning his head down as his softly kissed me as he held me in his arms. "Be mine forever and always?"

"You're gonna have to do more than that to make me keep a promise like that." I laughed hopping down out of his arms. I started walking towards his car throwing my softball equipment that I already had outside in the trunk of his car.

"How about this?" His soft hands grabbed around my waist flipping me around to meet him. The kiss got more intense by the second as his hands started traveling. I jumped up wrapping my legs around him. "Oh Rapunzel." H pulled away laughing but only breifly before getting back to the kiss.

　

Mikey's point of veiw

this was it I was finally gonna say my last goodbyes to her, my one and only love. This was probably the hardest thing I would ever have to do. I mean I would never see her in person again. and Facetime, maybe? I mean there could be times she came to visit her sister, right? I tried to convince myself that I would see her again. but I would never actually know for sure.

I stood at her bedroom door for at least 5 minutes before working up the nerve to knock, but noone answered.

"Kalen?" I said and walked in hoping she was asleep so I could see her.

"Oh Rapunzel." I heard Spencer's voice outside and took a peek through the balcony. I pushed away the red satin curtain and found Spencer and Kalen making out in the driveway. My heart sank at the thought. I hated that guy, I absolutely despised him. I had her first, she was mine.

Man do I act like a child. I thought to myself regarding my jealousy.

I guess this was it, I was off to the airport

, who needs goodbyes anyways?