the summer (a Mikey Fusco Love Story)

Chapter 37

A/N: Woo! I'm on fall break which means more updates to come this weekend:) I'm sorry this chapter is a bit boring but there will be another update soon. The more you vote and comment, the sooner the next update will come:) thank you so much for reading also. It means a lot to have my story be number 2 when you search Mikey Fusco, ilysm:)

"Spencer?" I questioned as I sat on the front porch steps.

"You can't." He responded placing his head in his heads.

"And why the hell not?" I asked and scooted over to where he was sitting.

"Because, you just don't understand."

"You're right Spencer, I don't understand. I never understand you because there is just too much to try to understand. Spencer you are probably the most confusing person ever. I don't understand a thing about you most the time, and basically I've pretty given up on trying to figure you out because it's impossible. You are not easily understood." I rambled on trying to get the message out.

"Well I'm sorry you don't understand me but most the time I don't understand you." He said rasing his voice.

A minute passed as we sat in silence just looking out into the front yard.

"Well now that we've settled that....." He finally spoke up and looked into my eyes. "I need you to understand that you can't go to Jersey."

"Spencer, I need you to understand that I do need to go. I need to see my friends and my sister."

"You are not going." He argued getting mad.

"I'm going Spencer." I stated my point.

" No, I won't allow you to."

"Listen Spencer," I took a deep breath lowering my voice. " I really appreciate this whole thing," I said holding up the roses, "but If you are not gonna let me make my own choices or at least give me a reason on why I shouldn't be going, I'm not sure I can get back together with you." I put the roses back in his hand and wrapped his fingers around the stem. I walked up the stairs as placed my hand on the cold metal doorknob. I paused for a second trying to think of any other words but My fingers twisted the doorknob as I walked away from Spencer.

"Wait." He begged grabbing grabbing my hand that was swinging the door shut. His other arm swung me around to face him.

"What Spencer? Haven't you said enough?" I said as my emotions ran wild.

"I don't want you to go to New Jersey because ........" He hesitated and scrached his head. "...because I want to spend Christmas with you."

"Spencer, when you want to talk about the real reason you don't want me to go, let me know and we'll talk." I shut the door behind me knowing the real reason. I was satisfied because I had actually figured him out but obviously not happy.

"Okay....Okay." His voice echoed around in the empty house as he opened the front door.

"Spencer..." I walked towards him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I promise."

"Thank you." He gently answered and picked me up by my waist. A spin followed and soon after a kiss on my cheek.

My feet eventually found the ground and I looked back into his eyes. " Nothing is going to happen between me and Mikey." The lie slipped out of my mouth. I felt bad for saying it but at least it was a comforting lie.

"It just sad that we won't be together for the holiday's but I want you to call me every single day, at least twice." He smiled with the last words and gripped my hips with his cold hands. "and tomorrow we are driving to Hollywood to have some fun." He smiled sounding very promising.

"Sounds like a plan." I smiled and pressed my lips against his. "See ya tomorrow."

I closed my eyes and drifted off into sleep not expecting to have a dream.

My head spun around in circles as I tried to gather what was happening. It was so real but at the same time, not. I knew I was asleep but I didn't know how to wake myself up from this terrible nightmare. I ran in circles calling out for help but received nothing. I began screaming and both Mikey and Spencer showed up in the dream. "Kalen." Spencer spoke getting down on his knees to help me up. "Leave her be." Mikey shouted from behind me. I watched as they fought for what seemed like forever.

"Kalen?" I heard a voice and somehow managed to escape my dream.

"Spencer?"

"No Honey." She said and I recognized my mother's voice. I took a deep breath once I realized that I was home in my bed. "Are you alright? I heard screaming."

"I just had the most terrifying, realistic nightmare mom, and I couldn't wake myself. " I said and brushed it off that I was safe. I stayed up because the fear of that happening again haunted me. I must of spent 5 hours in complete silence and soltitude.

"Kalen?" Spencer said opening the door to my room.

"Spenc?" I questioned and looked over at the clock on the wall. It was 9 and I hadn't even noticed.

"Something wrong?" He asked sitting on the edge of my bed.

"Yes actually, I've been up since midnight and I'm scared to sleep." I admitted getting sick of the nightmares that were occuring to me.

"Get some sleep. We are not going until you do." He demanded and I allowed myself to fall asleep on his chest. I fortunatly didn't have any nightmares and he woke me up at 12.

We made it safely to Hollywood and had a blast. We visted the Hollywood walk of fame and had a blast. We also went to Universal Studios for a couple hours and messed around, but the highlight of my day was when I spotted Cameron Dallas, Nash Grier, and Shawn Mendes in a frozen Yogurt shop. I squeeled like a little girl right off the bat and fangirled. Spencer questioned me but I didn't care.

"I..I love you guys." I smiled

"We love you too." Nash said giving me a hug. Spencer just stared intently as I took turns hugging the three.

"Can I get a picture?" I asked and we all took a picture minus Spenc of course.

They even invited us to sit down at their table and eat our frozen yogurt together. That simple hour was like the highlight of my life. They were all three my celebrity crushes that I was head over heels for.

Shawn even invited me to meet up with him in a couple weeks when he was back in Hollywood. I figured I would be back in time to do so.

Spencer wasn't real happy with our little meeting but he went through with it seeing as how happy it made me. His arm held me close as a symbol of ownership.

"Your boyfriend is a lucky man." Shawn whispered to me as we left. My heart melted at his words. I knew I would never be with him but this was the best thing ever. I fangirled for at least 20 minutes before Spencer finally told me to shut up.

"Have you forgotten about your boyfriend yet?" He laughed and slung his arm around me once again.

"Thanks again for today." I smiled and got back into his car.