Him Again (boyxboy)

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Him Again

Epiloque

Three days. Three painful days of no proper sleep and rest. Three days wherein all I had done was to space out and then the next thing I knew, tears are having a racing on my face. Everything in me hurts especially because my emotional aspect holds and affects most of me, physically, socially, mentally, and even academically.

Speaking of academics, I already had sent my letter of approval to the university there in Japan to make me one of their scholars. But still, most of me is unstable and it will always will be especially that I had retaken my risks on having the one and only person I love the most.

I know people may call me the most stupid person ever to walk on earth but I can't help it. Love made me this stupid and crazy over him. Over and over again.

I groaned when a beam of light hit my now haggard face due to too much restlessness. Without much ado, I shifted uncomfortably on my bed trying to feel normal again. I gasp as Skylar's face flashed on my mind and now, tears are threatening to fall over my face but I have to fight it. I must.

Moving on, I walked towards my bathroom door and started my daily bathroom routine. Yeah, you heard it right! Just because you are heartbroken doesn't mean you have to smell awful. Geez, you even have to look better and smell better. Pffft, what a hypocrite! I rolled my eyes at my own thought.

After taking everything on check on my daily hygiene, I immediately got out of the bathroom and changed my clothes. Everything in me today is simple. Simple white shirt and a faded skinny jeans and a converse for my casual day.

Today, I am going to get the papers that I had processed for my transfer to Japan that I had left to the dean for her to sign and approve my academic stats and whatnots. Starting that day after that incident with Skylar, I immediately moved and processed everything to be able to stay away from him as far as I could.

I mean, I believe that running away isn't a solution to your problems but what if it is the only thing that I can think of? What if one day, he'll realize that I am important to him because I did run away? But what if not? But whatever, I already had made up my mind and that is to escape and be free from him. For good and if possible, forever.

After changing everything, I walked a bit close to Chanel's bed and knocked on her divider. I heard her groan before stating something. "Stop knocking or I'll kick you cute balls. I'm having my beauty sleep you piece of cute little Asian gay guy!" I chuckled at her stamen.

Geez, I am really gonna miss her. But the thing is I am planning on not telling her though. But on the other hand, she must know because she's the best ally I have and will always be.

I huffed and rolled my eyes before walking towards the door. I did not bother to check on Stacy though. Well, I hope that one day Skylar will see the real Stacy and realize that his choice is the worst mistake he ever had committed. Maybe not because he hadn't chosen me, but because he had been too dumb to notice that he had set the only person who cares and would give the world to him.

Wait! That's the same thing right? Pfft!

I continued to walk towards the office and knock when I got there. I let out a heavy breath before I heard the dean called for me to come in. Slowly, I opened the door and was greeted by the warm smile of an ever loving dean.

Dean Rodriguez is really a cool and kind dean not just to me but to all. That's why most people really like her especially the students because she really understands and always give empathy towards everybody. She even had told me how good I am because of my writing and skills in literature which made me want to stay here but still, I can't.