The Mafia KING Meets The Gangster QUEEN

Chapter 8.1.2

(Sammiel)

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"What?"

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"That's my one and only condition Sammiel, you will get all you want but you need to find someone whom you'll marry,"

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"Are you serious 'dy?"

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"Well darling, do I look like fooling around? Don't worry I'll help you go find the one whom you'll love and marry. I won't let my daughter just marry anyone nor someone she doesn't love, so I am here, your dad, to help."

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"Your crazy as hell daddy, do you think I'll be a fool, no way I won't bite in your bait 'dy, I just won't. And wait did you just do that fvcking problems of me, for me to be a part of your sh!tty plans, huh?!"

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"No darling, your not a plan of anyone. Whatever I am doing its all for you, and you can't say no but if you insist you'll lose anything Sammiel or I must say you'll lose everything,,, everything that you have and want to have, you will lose it if you insist to say no."

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"I can't afford to lose someone again,"

"Then think about it Sammiel, I cannot also afford losing someone I love anak,I cannot afford to lose you,"

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Anong gagawin ko? Sa mga ganap ng kagipitan lalo na kapag nasa bakbakan na kami lagi akong nay mga nakareserbang plano gaano man yan kadami, pero bakit ngayon ni isang plano wala akong naihanda. Hindi ako handa sa ganitong mga pagkakataon.

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Mga pagkakataong mas nakakatakot pa sa kamatayan, ang maghanap ng mamahalin.

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Dear mommy,

Naririnig mo ako ngayon diba? Mommy I'm in another big trouble but this time its worser or maybe its the worst problem that I'll be facing ahead. Daddy, you know how much I love them na lahat ay gagawin ko para sa kanila, pero 'my, you know me too, I'll do whatever I want and alam mo din na kapag ayaw ko sa isang bagay ay gagawa at gagawa ako ng paraan para lang maiwasan ang mga bagay na hindi ko gusto o para sabihin talaga sa kanila na ang ayaw ko ay ayaw ko. Alam mo din na kapag takot ako sa isang bagay o hindi ako sigurado sa isang bagay, I would never take the risk, pero 'my anong gagawin ko, kung sa pagkakataong ito ang taong mahalaga sakin ang siyang hihiling sakin na gawin ang bagay na kinakatakutan ko at hindi ako sigurado? I can't take the risk doing things that are uncertain to me and I'm afraid of, but I cannot also afford to lose them, the people I love, the people who are important to me because I didn't do anything for them, just because I'm afraid of uncertain things for me. Mommy please help me. I can't do this alone. Please...

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"Shhh... Wag nga kayong maingay, baka magising si Princess,"

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"Ano ba ang liligalig niyo manahimik nga kayo,"

Uhmm... Unti-unti akong uminat naramdaman ko ang kakaibang katahimikan. Hindi ko pala namalayang nakatulog ako pagkatapos kong kausapin si mommy, pero paano ako napunta sa kwarto? Hanggang napagdesisyunan ko nang idilat ang mga mata ko.