I originally wrote this in 2014, and it was very long, with topics bouncing around. ( to be exact, 8 composition notebook pages.) I recently found it, and picked out parts I love still. My writing has improved a bit ( I hope.) so I changed a few things, but the main idea remains.
You thought everything was fine,
So did I,
And so I trusted you.
That was a mistake.
Little did I notice that all this time,
You were a fake.
You broke me,
But you can do what you want, right?
Because of all people,
You knew I wouldn't put up a fight.
I went on like I didn't care,
But on the inside I wished you were there,
Because honestly I was scared.
I wished I was invincible.
I wished you were honest.
Couldn't we have tried to make that a principle?
And now, after all of this
Let me ask you.
Can I mess with your mind,
Like you did to mine?
You know, I hope you still think of me;
That I'm your insecurity.
I learned how to change your negativity
Into motivation to push me.
You know what?
You messed me up,
More than I had ever cared to confess.
Yet here we are,
This is how you made me feel.
Love.. Hate...
For those two words,
I just don't hear the difference.
Yeah, maybe I'm delirious.
But after what you did to me,
Am I really wrong?
I remember you saw me crying.
I hope you know that those tears weren't because of you,
But because I finally realized that
You were a waste of my time.
I don't want pity.
Just know,
That what you did effected me.
For whoever is next,
Don't do to her what you did to me.
YOU ARE READING
Everyday Thoughts. Collection of writings and poems.
RandomThis is a compilation of stories too short to be their own, and free verse poems. I write each part while inspired by my current emotion, or something that may have recently happened. So know that all of these come from my heart, or my over active i...
