Sitting, talking, laughter.
Then,
Blackout.
Flash forward
Everything is in focus.
Blink once,
Gone.
A different realm.
Nothing is real.
Nothing is real.
Nothing.
Is.
Real.
Nothing
Is
How It
Should
Be.
Scared
Alone
Spinning
Swaying
Crying
Laughter
And then, you're back.
The air feels heavy, you can't hardly breath.
Like a magnifying glass, it all zooms in again.
Distortion
Panic
Worry
Pain
All the Lines
Flashing lights
Voices
Crying
Laughter
Zoom back out.
What is happening?
You were fine a moment ago,
Here it goes.. here is goes, crashing in again.
Look at
All
The stars
Gleaming
Shining
Way.
Too.
Close.
The sky
Is
Falling
Down
No, we're back.
The sky isn't going anyplace tonight.
God damn this!
Where
Am
I?
Where
Am
I
Going?
It's been 4 minutes?
I
Can't
Last
This long!
CHAOS!
CHAOS!
CHAOS!
Chaos!
Chaos.
And
Chaos......
Shit... I can't do this. This needs to stop. Too much, too much... let go.
Help! Panic. Panic. Panic. Panic!!!! Falling back.
Calm. Everything is calm, everything is good.
From this position I can see the ceiling very well. The stars are outside my window, the air still circulating, the sky still asleep, the alarm still off...... I'm sorry. Honestly, I don't know what happened to me.
I promise I'm alright. Anyways,
Goodnight.
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Everyday Thoughts. Collection of writings and poems.
RandomThis is a compilation of stories too short to be their own, and free verse poems. I write each part while inspired by my current emotion, or something that may have recently happened. So know that all of these come from my heart, or my over active i...
