Mind sight

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I'm always scared.
I'm scared you'll leave.
I know you could find better.
Prettier.
Smarter.
Someone who's mentally stable.
I'm not a happy person...
and I worry that it bothers you.
You say it doesn't, but I know it does.
I'm scared you will leave me hurt.
I trust you too much.
I care for you too much.
But I know I'm not the best,
I know you could find better.
I'm just hoping that maybe you won't see it
For awhile...
I want to be yours, but I'm scared it won't last
Forever.
There's always someone better because I'm not good enough and I never will be.

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