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Have you ever felt so afraid.. Just so terrified about something, yet there is nothing you can do? Nothing you can change. You sit, and you suffer.
Have you ever wanted to cry so badly, but tears fail to fall? The pain can't be released. The bottle up your emotions on accident.
Have you ever tried to avoid a bad thing, but it forces it's way to you anyways? After all your attempts, the bad still comes. You tried so hard and your efforts were pointless.
Have you ever felt different? You feel as if you don't belong anywhere. But there's always that one safe zone. The one person who comforts you.
Have you ever had your safe zone ripped from you? What do you have left? It felt as if you were almost about to reach the top of a mountain, only to fall to the bottom with no way back up. You wander in search of another climb.
Have you ever had someone tell you that your overreacting? You start to doubt yourself. Maybe I am overreacting? Maybe I am crazy. Maybe all of the above is false?
But it isn't. And they don't seem to understand. I don't know how else to explain.

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