Tylers journal is the most important thing to him, a little offended by it, but it has everything he's felt and feels in it. I've always wanted to know why he kept it hidden from everyone, so when I found it finally I wanted to read it. I sat in his dressing room clutching his journal. I wanted to know what goes on inside his mind that he doesn't talk about, but Tyler has it hidden for a reason. I was about to put it back when Tyler walked it, I ran out with it to my dressing room. Tyler was pleading with me for his journal and I don't know why I didn't give it back to him. I ran towards the couch and then Tyler pushed me onto it. I didn't know what to say or feel, so when he reached for his journal I pulled him on top of me. "Josh.." He breathed out. I could see him staring at my lips, and all I wanted was for him to come forward. He did, but just before our lips could touch the doorknob twisted opened. I've never seen Tyler move so fast, he looked so, different. Jenna noticed when she walked in, but he pushed it off as nothing. She told us there was pizza and I was too nervous to sit there any longer so I rushed out the door.
Were me and Tyler about to kiss ?
No, no way. He's married to someone amazing. Someone who makes him happy. My stomach twisted at the thought. Tyler. Me. The feelings aren't mutual.
