"I love you Tyler Joseph," I whispered. Tyler smiled against me, causing me to smile as well. I could live in this moment forever, just the two of us. "I love you too Joshua Dun." He whispered back as he pulled my face into his. We kissed and everything that has ever been wrong in my life was washed away in that moment, it was actually just the two of us and I couldn't be happier. I held Tyler against me, feeling every breath he took. His shoulders moving with the rhythm of chest. I stopped kissing just so i could look at him, i grabbed his waist and begin rubbing his back. "Tyler," I managed to get that out but what else is there to say ? He looked at me still cupping my face, he smirked a little. "Jenna." I said letting go of him, regretting it the second my hands left him. Tyler let his hands flow by his side as i begin hyperventilating, he is married Josh. This isn't real. It can't be. I turned away from him rubbing my face viciously, "Tyler," I can't say it. "This isn't real." I said it turning back to only to see darkness, my head is spinning, nothing is normal or as it should be. I leaned onto a trashcan trying to hold myself up, only to fail. Everything was dark and my limbs were numb. "No," I started panting. "NO!" I shouted as i begin feeling hands on me. I yanked away from the gripping hands, this isn't happening again. My panting increased and i could hear my heart in my ears. Tears rolled down my cheeks as everything shifted, everything begin moving in every direction. "Tyler," I groaned as my stomach cramped, nothing. I clutched my stomach, my heart was pounding. It felt like a ton of bricks were on top of me. "Tyler, help." I pleaded out. Everything was hurting, my limbs felt like noodling. I gripped the trashcan, pulling myself up. Tyler appeared in front of me and the pain vanished. "This is real," he grabbed me pulling me into his arms. "This is real Josh." He wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling tightly. "I promise." Tyler whispered as he grazed my lips. I pulled Tyler in for a kiss, only to be rejected. I must've looked genuinely upset because he gripped me tighter. "Josh, we have to get going. It's late." We looked around, the streets were empty and the streetlamps were on. How long have we been standing here ? I didn't care though, I was with Tyler and nothing hurt anymore. I pulled out of the hug and intertwined our fingers, gripping his hand. This is real. I kept saying it myself until we reached our dressing rooms. Jenna was standing there, waiting it seemed like. I let go of Tylers hand feeling embarrassed. We never did talk about that. "She knows," he grabbed my hand and we walked towards her. She was smiling, and not one of those fake smiles you give a family member you don't remember. Jenna was actually happy, happy for us ? I looked down at mine and Tylers intertwined fingers. This is happening. I looked up and Debby was there, standing next to Jenna, smiling as well. They were happy.
