After Tyler left I knew something was wrong but he wanted to be alone. Instead of going after him like a friend would, I went to my dressing room. I needed to breathe. But for what ? Nothing happened between me and Tyler. Because he is a married man, correction, a married HAPPY man. I can't let my feelings come out now, not now. I could've sworn he was about to kiss me though. There's no way, my feelings are one sided. I can't stop thinking about this. What if Jenna hadn't walked in ? What if me and Tyler kissed ? What if it happened and everything changed ? What if I kissed him and he pushed me off ? What if he kissed me and I pushed him off me ? Why can't I stop thinking about this ? Tyler is my friend nothing more. That's all it'll ever be.
*Bing* Its Tyler. 'Meet me at Taco Bell in 10?' Good, we need to talk. Maybe. Before I could think more I texted him back telling him we needed to talk. I need to know. "Josh ?" I turned around and Debby was there. "Debs."
