After I ate my pizza I told everyone I needed to just be alone. Jenna, of course, looked worried but I reassured her telling her I was just feeling under the weather. Hopefully she believes that.
I started walking around the small city we were in and my mind kept going back to that moment. The moment I almost kissed Josh. I still can't believe it. If Jenna hadn't walked in what would've happened ? What if we had kissed ? Nothing would be the same. I'm married to Jenna and I'm trying to kiss Josh. What is matter with me ? *Bing* My phone brought me out of my thoughts. I looked at the lit up screen expecting it to be Jenna or Josh but it wasn't. It was Debby. 'Hey Tyler, I know we haven't talked in awhile. But I'm worried about Josh.' Why would she be worried about Josh ? Josh is fine. Right ?
