"Josh, give me back my journal." I chased him into his dressing room and kept reaching for it. He pulled away each time. "Josh, please. Everything I feel is in there, it's my private thoughts. Please." I pleaded but he just ran for the couch so I just pushed him onto it. He looked offended then started laughing. I reached for my journal, instead of getting it I was pulled onto Josh. "Josh.." I breathed out. He just made a noise. I was looking at his lips as I tried to pull words out, I went for them. I heard the doorknob twisting right before I reached his soft lips. I jumped up, startling him. Jenna walked in, "Tyler," she walked towards me. "What's wrong ? You don't look good." Jenna cupped my face but I turned away. "I'm fine love, just flushed. What's up ?" I wiped my face as I said that. "Oh, uh, I ordered pizza in case either of you are hungry." Jenna is so pure, I looked over at Josh. Who was already up and out of the door. I turned to Jenna who's face looked worried. "I'll meet you out there." She nodded and walked out.
What just happened ? I almost kissed Josh. Me. A married man, a married STRAIGHT man almost kissed Josh. A straight man. I love Jenna so what am I doing ?
I walked to the bathroom splashing water on my face trying to come up with some reasonable explanation. I couldn't think of any, so I just pushed it to the back of my mind and went to get pizza.
