I was in a dream state. I looked down at my arm that was no longer bleeding. All the pain I was feeling was washed away, I'm okay now. I looked around where I was standing and it was on stage with Tyler. Who was staring at me, with tears running down his face. I walked towards him but he faded away leaving me alone in the darkness. I spun around when I started hearing noises. "We got a pulse." I heard from a distance. Then a bright light appeared, green perfect grass with flowers were in front of me. The sky was blue and the sun was shining. Tyler was standing in the grass, waving at me and laughing. I ran towards him before he faded away but I was too late. Tyler faded again. I felt warm tears run down my face, and a hand on my shoulder. The hand yanked me around and I seen darkness again. There was a loud bang, scaring me. The darkness was turning into light and I seen a hand reached out for me. I reached for it but it quickly disappeared. "No!" I shouted, "his pulse is stable." I heard an unusual voice say. That's when I seen myself, lying in a bed with bandages around my arm and doctors were crowding me. What is happening ? There were machines hooked up to me, blood bags attached to a needle, which was connected to me. Everything is different, I'm pale and I keep shaking. I shivered as a cold gust of wind blew, where am I ? I looked around and seen a door opened, I walked through the opened door out into a hallway. Tyler was pacing back and fourth in the waiting room, he was pulling on his hair and crying. I ran to him, wanting to hug him but I went through him. No. I turned around to Tyler who was now standing still and looking around. He can feel me, so I cupped his face feeling warmth going through me. I smiled and drifted away from Tyler. Back to me, well my body. I felt warm again. There were blankets wrapped around me and the nurses and doctors were gone now. I looked around the empty room and found a chair. I sat down in it and started to cry. But no tears came out, only silent sobs. That's when I heard Tylers voice and I jumped up. Tyler was standing next to my body, holding my hand. And weeping. "This is my fault," I heard him say. Wait Tyler, no. I wanted to hold him. Tyler this isn't your fault. "Wake up!" We both shouted at the same time. I looked at Tyler who was squatting next to my bed with his head in his hands, tears flowing down his face. "Tyler." I turned to the door to see Jenna standing there. Tyler turned around quickly, standing up. "I heard about Josh, and just wanted to see if you were okay." She walked over to Tyler, placing a hand on his shoulder. "How is he?" Jenna asked while looking back at me. Tyler shook his head, "not good." He cried out, squeezing my hand. "They say," Tyler whimpered before he finished his sentence. They say what Tyler? "They say he might not wake up. His pulse is so low and they can't keep it up." Tyler fell onto me, I felt the warmth of him on my chest and grabbed my chest. Tyler. It was quiet, my heart was pounding in my ears. Machines were beeping and Tyler was holding onto me, I felt the warmth of his breath against me. "Josh," he sat up still holding me. "Please, please wake up. I love you. It's us against them. And without you, it's just me. I can't fight this alone." I started crying and walked to Tyler laying a hand on his shoulder. I will come back to you. I'm not letting go.
