Reunited (1D Fanfic)

Chapter 56; goodbye

Sade's P.O.V

So the girls had worked today, and of course, I was jobless, since the boy called all my jobs and made me quit all of them. I was with the boys, just watching TV. I was laying on Harry's chest, while his arms are wrapped around me. Harry was staring at the tv, while I was admiring him, before I got a text from Rookie. I opened it up and it said,

"Isn't this your boyfriend? { attached photo here }"

I opened up the photo, and it was Harry kissing another girl at the club. I knew it was him, because the guy in the photo had the same features and everything, and I was with Harry that day. He told me he was going to an old friend's party. I turned off my phone, and threw Harry's arm off of me. Harry was shocked, and just layed there. I looked at Liam, and signaled him to follow me, before I ran to Liam's room. When I got into to Liam's room, Liam came in and shut the door.

"What's sup?" He asked me. I started to cry, and Liam came over and hugged me. I got out my phone and opened it, showing Liam the picture. His face turned from curious, to furious.

"I knew it Liam. I knew I shouldn't have dated again. Something always happens to me! Is there something wrong with me?" I cried. Liam hugged me tighter, and rubbed my back.

"Nothing is wrong with you. You're perfect the way you are." Liam said before, getting up, and walking out the room. I was so confused, but I still kept crying. I stood up and got in to Liam's bed, putting a pillow over my face. I could hear Liam yelling at Harry all the way from downstairs. I threw the pillow away from my face, I had an idea. I was going to run downstairs, past all of the boys, and tell Harry that we were over. So that's what I did, I got up off the bed, and went downstairs to where all the boys were. I probably look like a wreck, but I don't care. I stared at Harry in disgust, as I saw tears streaming down his face. Then I said the words,

"We're done."

And with that, I ran out the house, and got in to my car starting it up. Harry came out, pleading me to get out the car. I couldn't help but cry, as I pulled away from him. How vulnerable he looked just standing there. I looked away, and drove off. By the time I got home, I felt like I had cried a waterfall. I went in to my room, and kinda just fell on the floor helplessly. I stared there for quite awhile, screaming at myself. The neighbors probably think I'm a maniac, but I don't care. That's right I don't care anymore. I don't care about him, anything he said to me, how he looked at me, anything. But the one thing is for sure is, I don't care about me.

{ Three weeks later }

I gotten worser, my depression came back, and everything else. I never go out anymore, I'm always inside. What's the point anyways? I had everything I need in my apartment, so it was perfectly fine. Well sometimes Liam and Madi would bring me some food, but everything else I ate was just small food. I didn't feel the need of my presence being in this world.

Harry and weren't talking anymore, he tried to call me and all of that, but I would decline it everytime. He even tried calling me on the other boy's phone, and I fell for it a couple of times. I would hang up right when I heard his voice. Everyone says they want us back together, and that we are a wreck without each other. It's true, at least for me. The girls, and boys { except Harry } came to visit me everyday just to make sure I wouldn't do anything crazy. I tried to a lot, but they would stop me everytime. They came everyday, but had a rotation, so only one person came a day. Today was Liam, but I had a plan. I want to die today. I had five more hours till Liam came so it was perfect.

I got up and went to the bathroom, staring at the girl I saw in the miror. I wasn't myself anymore, I didn't even recognize the girl in the mirror. She looked broken, her lips so pale, and her eyes so lifeless. I took out my phone, and made a group chat with the four boys and the two girls. ( you should know who they are , but except Harry of course ) I recorded a video of myself and sent it to them,

"Hey everyone, I just wanted to say that I love you all. Thank you for making my life better and every which way. I don't really want to make this long, but when I'm gone don't cry. I wish I could hug all of you guys right now, but I can't. But this is my goodbye message. If you want to see what I used, here. { pulls out pills } It will be my life saver. But goodbye Lexi, Madi, Liam, Zayn, Niall, and Louis. I will see you guys soon, love you."

I cried when I ended the video, sending it to them. Soon my phone blew up with calls, and texts.They were all saying that they were coming over, calling the police, and telling me to put the pills away, but I want to be gone now. I took 6 pills out, and on the label it says I only need 2. I got a cup of water, and the pills. I put the pills in my mouth, and drank it down with the water. I smiled, it was done. I got three more pills and washed it down with some water. I could feel myself going dizzy, and hear voices. I felt people rush to my side, it was my friends, and the ambulance. They were all screaming. I felt my eyes shut, and someone slapping my hand. I felt my body being put on to something, and people breathing heavily on it. I heard a lot of sobbing. I couldn't move anymore, and I couldn't open my ears. But I could talk, I then whispered,

"But I do care about him."

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Sorry it had to be like this , but now its up to Angela and Lisa to see if Sade dies or not.

Find out next week !

Love,

Sophia xx