Emison: Home

Chapter 8: Regrets and Old Friends

Emily's POV

Our lips connect softly and for a moment they stay there, still, against one another. After I realise she isn't pulling away, I bring my hand to her cheek and slowly start moving my lips. I push in more, enticing her to join. As she leans in more, I feel her hesitantly rest her hand on my hip and I cup her face firmer, as if to assure her this is ok. I don't even know if it is, all I know is that I have a sudden craving for her. And that scares the fuck out of me, I haven't been so uncertain about a girl since our senior year. I lightly brush my tongue on her bottom lip, begging for entrance for more contact than what we are currently sharing. Tentatively she opens her mouth a little wider, allowing me to explore her mouth once again after 5 years. We move in sync for a few seconds until we both pull away for a moment to take a breath. I lean in again but only this time she pulls away from me almost violently as she pushes herself off of me and stands on her feet. Her blue eyes are open wide, staring at me in horror as she reaches for her lips delicately touching them with her fingertips and her other hand rests on her heart. We stare at each other in utter shock

(A/N Kinda like the 1st Clexa kiss here for this one)

'' No no no no'' she repeats shaking her head in disbelief '' Dammit Emily! I am getting married! This was a mistake! This shouldn't have happened! Shit!'' she cursed as she gestured angrily. I got up to try and calm her down but she just stepped away from me and held her hand up before starting to pace back and forth. After a minute or so, she stops in front of me and looks me dead in the eyes, the cold demeanour she had when we were kids slowly itching its way back to her eyes. She points at me menacingly '' This never happened. It will not happen again. This was a slip and a huge a mistake. You fucked up. I love Elliot now and we are getting married next week. Learn to deal with the consequences of your fucking actions in an other way than kissing and sleeping your way through them, Fields. I swear to God!'' she bashed me. She stared me down menacingly one more time, before shaking her head in disappointment and walking past me making sure to bump my shoulder harshly in the process.

I stand there mouth open as I watch her leave, completely at loss of what just happened. Did I seriously just kiss my best friend, who happens to be my ex, whom I once thought was my soulmate, who played me when we were kids, who faked her death, a week before her wedding???

Fucking hell. Shit. So maybe that was a bad bad bad idea. My racing heart seems to confirm this. Conceal don't feel! Dammit, Em! Why'd you let yourself get roped in again. I have no idea where this sudden burst of emotions came from when I felt so entranced by her but I was gonna make sure I wouldn't let my heart get the best of me. That was one mistake I am not going to make again.

As I rub my hand over my face, I check my watch out of curiosity, wondering how long we had escaped our reality. Shit! It's already 4!!! I have to get to the clinic before it closes to register and then show me how to administer my first dose! FUUUUCK!

Alison's POV

She kissed me. She had the fucking nerve to kiss me! She had 5 years to do that but nooooo!!! Emily being the destroyer of relationships she is decides to do it a week before my wedding!!! How could she?! Why would she?!?!

It wasn't that I didn't enjoy the feeling of her lips against mine, I mean she's hot and the kiss we shared was rough and passionate, it was a kind of kiss that I'd never experienced with her before, or anyone really. It was just so hot and heavy, sexy even. I guess it's something she picked up from being the player she is! I guess, I'm probably just another one of her numerous conquests... Although would I mind? I mean if she's improved that much in kissing, I wonder how her tongue has developed in other departments-No! No, Ali! Dammit! That is not a good stream of thought to pursue!

I tried to ignore the pulsing and heated feeling in my core as I walked home. As I said before Elliot kind lacked in that department... I mean he wasn't small that's not what I mean, he just wasn't very good at it. I was his first and am his only so I get he didn't have the same experience I did but it can make it really difficult for me sometimes! At least Emily knew how to please me, she would expertly trace over my body and my curves as if she knew every single inch... And damn the way her tongue would feel against-

FUCK!!!! I need to stop comparing them! What the fuck!

Yes, Emily is a great fuck but she's a shitty lover!

Ok... So maybe that's not entirely true. I mean she was sweet and thoughtful until she became a cheat. Then she became a shitty lover and has apparently stayed one too.

Ugh! I fucking hate her for doing this to me now of all times.

Don't get me wrong, I know I love Elliot and I know I want to marry him. But she just suddenly waltzes in as if she was at home and decides that after, as she had said ever so kindly on graduation day, she 'let me go', she can just kiss me like we were 17 again and take me back to all the memories we shared in that one kiss?!?!?! That's bullshit.

''Ugh! I bet she's so fucking proud of herself too right now. Like she won or something.'' I mumble to myself as I climb the stairs to my porch

I open the door, pissed off. Set my keys down on the table in the entrance, pissed off. I take my coat and shoes off, pissed off.

'' Stupid Emily!'' I mutter angrily at myself as I start to head towards the kitchen '' Stupid beautiful brown eyes!'' I continue opening the fridge and pulling out a bottle of wine

I close the door of the fridge '' Elliot!'' I jump as I see him standing there '' What are you doing here?'' I try and regain my breath and hope he didn't hear what I had said

'' I live here'' he chuckles as he walks over. He leans down and gives me a small peck on the lips. I give him a small smile and look down, I feel weird now. I should get the taste of Emily of my lips now. It feels so wrong kissing him knowing I've got all of my past with her just on the tip of my lips

'' I know that silly'' I giggle '' I meant why are you home so early? I thought you weren't gonna be home till late in the night'' I pour myself a glass and put the liquid to my lips a little, hoping the alcohol will somehow disinfect my lips from earlier.

'' Well, go look in the dining room and I'll tell you'' he smirks

'' Okay...'' I say looking at him funny

As I walk into the adjacent dinning room, I see the table beautifully set with candles and roses and the lights dimmed. I walk to it and see the nice cutlery and china is out.

I turn around and look at him in awe as he leans against the door frame '' What's all this?''

He comes towards me and holds my hands, smiling down on me as if I were his most prized possession '' This, my love, is me showing my soon-to-be wife just how much I love her. I know you've been stressing yourself out a lot about the wedding and I've been so busy with work that I've barely had any time for you. So tonight and tomorrow is all about us. All about you. And how amazing you are. And how much I love you.''

'' You are incredible'' I feel myself blush profusely. I bring my hands to his face as we both lean in and share a passionate, loving kiss. It had nothing to do with the one with Emily earlier. This one is tender, full of love for one another.

'' I love you so much, I can't wait for August 2nd'' I whisper against his lips

Nice try Em, but I win.