Guardians Of Rock And Roll

37. Jungle Gym Therapy

Link
Josh just started punching Patrick, and now.. I knew why. I sprinted down the stairs and ran out climbing into my car. Before I could fully close my door, Jax stopped it."where are you going?" She said worriedly. I just shook my head and closed the door driving off. About 10 minutes later, I arrived. I got out of the car and ran over to where I practically lived when I was a young kid. Pear Creek Park. Jax and I would make cool forts and play games here all the time as young kids, even as teenagers too. I walked over to the swings and sat in one, my back facing the parking lot. I looked at the back of a few buildings in the distance but more importantly the sunset painted above them. I smiled and wiped away the tears I once shed. The park was quiet and peaceful, I was the only one here, yet alone in the whole block. I swung lightly and began humming a tune, guns for hands. I eventually turned that hum, into vocalization."I know what you think In the morning, when the sun shines on the ground and shows what you have done it shows where your mind has gone" I stopped and turned my head, hearing a car door. Jax closed her car door and walked over to me and sat in the swing next to me."hey link" she said offering a  small smile."hey Jax" I lightly smiled back."things got pretty chaotic back there.. Huh?" She said while focusing her eyes on the earths canvas infront of us."yeah.. Chaotic doesn't describe it all" I lightly giggled and also focused on the sunset."yeah, I guess you're right. Wanna talk about it?" she offered."if you don't mind.." My voice began to trail."I dont mind at all" she said reassuringly."well.. When Patrick walked in.. I had a feeling he was gonna lead that moment to doing that. His eyes filled with something new, and I don't know why I didn't stop him.. It was almost as If I pictured he was someone else.. Which doesn't sound too wrong.. Because I had to explain to him that I loved Josh.. It was pretty awkward then he left.. I'll be the first to say, I regret it. A lot" i finished then waited for Jax's reply."link.. If you love him, I think you should tell him.. And try to reason" she said."I mean.. I'm pretty sure he's mad at me right now.." I trailed."here I'll call Brendon and get Josh to talk, just be quiet if your case is right.." She said picking up her phone and dialing Brendon. He finally answered and she put it on speaker."hello gorgeous" he said through the phone, I raised an eyebrow but decided to ask later."hey bean, is Josh there?" She said in reply."uh, yeah.. One sec" he said then the line went from a voice to shuffling."hello?" Josh's voice said after a minute."hey Josh, it's Jax"."what do you want"."are you mad at link? Because I'm like 100% sure she cares about you..a lot"." Look Jax, yes I'm mad, and I don't really care   Right now" he said hanging up."well.." Jax said."so are you and Brendon a thing..?" I questioned."uh, yeah.." She said, blushing."I never knew"."you were busy child."."only 2 days Jax, only older by 2 days"."whatever, let's go home" she said laughing. We both got off the swings and headed home. We both pulled in, Josh's car still here...oh boy. We walked in and Brendon was on the couch."wheres Josh?" I asked curiously."he's barricaded himself in your room" he said flipping a tv channel."'my room?" I questioned. Jax looked at me than ran upstairs mouthing 'stay here'. I sat on the chair and watched whatever Brendon was till I heard a punch on the wall. I looked up and saw Jax at the door, thank god it wasn't her. But Josh, I'm worried.