Guardians Of Rock And Roll

39. Sometimes Youve Got To Bleed, literally

Josh
Jax called me saying I needed to get there, I knew it was link.. I couldn't leave her. I got there in a split second and ran in. She was shaking,pale, barely breathing, and had blood dripping from her mouth."I got her" I said picking her up in my arms and running down to my car. I left the keys in the ignition so Jax drove, Brendon had shot gun and I sat in the back holding link."Linkin log.. I'm sorry. Just know, no matter what, I'll always love you. I dont know if you can hear me, but just know." I said to her looking down and happy with what I saw. She slowly flicked her eyes open and looked at me, she lightly clenched my shirt and I gripped her tighter. We finally got there and they put her on a stretcher and took her back.. I wanted her to be okay. I know I was a jerk for getting mad over her and Patrick.. I guess I was just jealous it wasn't me... I'm glad link is understanding though because.. I can't live without her. She's my soul mate.

----/2 hours later\----

I was staring at a wall tapping my foot at a fast pace when the doctor came up to me. "Mr.dun?" He asked reading his clip board."y-yes sir?" I said looking up at him, nervously."she'll be waking up any moment now.. I figured you'd want to be there" he said in a question tone."o-of course" I said hopping up and following him. We finally reached links room. He let me in then left, she looked so peaceful. Her skin started to regain its color a bit but her breathing was back to normal, she'd be awake any moment. I walked over and sat next to her. A minute after doing so, she woke up and focused her eyes on me."Josh?" She said lightly, somewhat confused."yeah.. It's me" I said lightly smiling."I missed you.." She said lightly."I missed you too, Linkin log" i said smiling."jishawa, I love you too" she said after a few minutes of silence."huh?" I said confused."when we were in the car.. I heard you" she said."oh.. Yeah.. I meant it too" I said blushing. I really did love her..

   Link
    It took me a minute to remember everything after waking up, but that's when I got shocked of Josh being here with me. I was focusing on the door when I felt something grab my hand. I looked down to see Josh holding my hand."how are you feeling, buttercup?" He said genuinely caring."not to well.." I said feeling my body drain of power again, and blood come up my throat. Josh sprinted out of the room and a second later, my room was filled with doctors rushing me away.

   Josh
      I walked back to the waiting room and silently cried. Jax noticed because she squatted infront of me."you okay?" She asked."no.. I'm scared I'll loose her.." I trailed."i can't lose the girl I love" I finished."hey josh.. Look, she's s tough girl.. She'll pull through" Jax said trying to reassure me. "she is tough" I lightly giggled. I really don't want to lose her.. Not yet.. I wanna grow old with her and have a family and grandkids and yell at the neighbors for no reason.. I can't loose it all now.