Guardians Of Rock And Roll

35. Miss Missing My life

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     "I-I" I started to tell Jax. I know what Patrick said, but I can't live like this."you what? Link what's wrong?" Jax asked returning the seriousness."well.. Uh... Patrick and I w-we kinda d-did it" I was full on upset now."oh.. Oh my, uh.. You wanted to right? Like he didn't force you?" she said with concern."I mean.. He walked in on me changing and then I hid and he pushed me into the wall kissing me and I didn't stop him" I said crying."oh my.." Her voice trailed."it was weirder because I told him I'm in love with Josh!" I said a lil too loud."hey, look it's okay.. It was one time and uh, you didn't think about it.. Okay? Just try to cheer up.. You guys used protection.. Right?" She got worried."yes, we did Jax.. Let's just drop this" I said wiping my tears away and getting up, my legs shaking."uh.. Let's just say this never happened" I said following Jax out of my room."o-ok" she replied. She reached the bottom of the stairs and went into the kitchen, I guess Brendon was in there. I sat on the top stair looking down at everyone, no one looking at me.. Just some gibberish going on with Tyler and Josh, something about a plan. I shook it off and looked at Josh who was now heading up to me."hey Linkin log.. You okay?" He said sitting next to me and rubbing my back. I began to tear up,"hey.. Come here.. Don't cry, whatever it is, it's okay" he said pulling me into a hug."ask Jax, and tell her I said to tell you" I said to him. He looked confused, but did as he was told... Hello darkness.