Guardians Of Rock And Roll

Chapter 14: carry on

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        My room was filled with crying noises. I couldn't stop. I just, kept crying. Jax knocked on the door and I told her to leave, sure enough she did. About 10 minutes later, a knock came on my balcony door followed by an entry. Jax."what do you want?" I asked from under the covers."what's wrong?" She asked sitting on the edge of the spare bed. I sighed and threw the cover off of my head, revealing my red face that was stained by tears. I sat across from her and started to speak."I can't choose" I told her."can't choose what?" She asked."Patrick or Josh" I said again."I see.. Well, the best I can tell you is, listen to your heart" she said feeling sorry."I love them both.." I said."are you okay?" She asked looking concerned."not really.." I replied. We stayed silent for a few minutes then she spoke,"do you want something to eat?"."sure" I replied."bojangles?" She asked."yeah.." I trailed setting on the headboard and pulling my knees into my chest."I'll go get it, stay here" she said while she grabbed her spare key and heading out leaving the door unlocked. A few minutes later I heard some mumbling in the hall. I tried to listen in but I could barely hear. I stood up and walked to the end of the bed when the door knob turned and slowly opened. Josh stood in the doorway, tear stained and puffy eyed. His eyes began to fill with tears, same as mine, as he walked towards me. We met in the middle of the area and he pressed our lips together with the most passion I've ever felt. He held me tightly and kept deepening the kiss. We stayed like that for a few minutes until he pushed me to the bed, not breaking the kiss. Around 10 minutes later, he pulled away and looked me in the eyes." Genevieve Bay Moore, I'm helplessly in love with you" he said making me smile. Just then, Jax walked in."I'm bac- oh.. Uh.. Should I go?" She asked noticing us."no, no were done" Josh said rolling off of me and setting up on the headboard with me. Jax sat the food bags down and smiled."let's eat!" She shouted and all of us began to eat, that is until we heard a crash followed by a yell."SEND ME TO THE HOSPITAL TOO WHY DONT YOU?!" Brendon yelled."FINE" we heard Andy yell followed by a crash and thud."Brendon..." Jax's voice trailed."let's go" I said jumping up and running next door. The door was locked so I kicked it in. We all ran in to see something horrific. Brendon was unconscious on the floor laying in a massive blood pool with Andy standing above him holding a metal rack out of the bathroom."WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" I screeched looking shocked."I'm sorry..." Andy said in disbelief."no..no...no!" Jax ran over to Brendon and put his head in her hand."Andy, you son of a bitch" I started walking towards him and Josh grabbed my shirt collar."don't" Josh mouthed at me. I looked at him, my irises now yellow, and shoved his hand off me."sorry hon, this will hurt" I told andy and knocked him out with one punch. My eyes returned color and Josh pulled me into his arms so that I could still see Jax."Brendon.. Come back.. I love you" she said to him